Lyrics
I'll be the first to
I acknowledge and take responsibility
Say that I've had issues
I admit that I have faced challenges
I've got a heavy hand
I possess a burden or responsibility
Full disclosure
I'm fully disclosing or revealing everything
I'm painting over
I'm covering up or addressing issues
Shit that I need to mend
I'm addressing and fixing things that need repair
And I can't take back
I cannot undo my actions
What I did in the black
I'm acknowledging my actions in the dark or secret
That much I understand
I understand the consequences
I've been livin the negative
I've been dwelling on negativity
And I'm tired
I am weary or exhausted
Woke up lookin at life uninspired
I woke up feeling uninspired
I'm just trying
I am making an effort
To get back to zero
I want to return to a state of neutrality or balance
But I'd be lying
Admitting that I still have a long way to go
If I said I didn't have a ways to go
Being truthful about the distance left to cover
Been denying
I have been refusing to accept
And demonizing
I've been portraying as evil
Myself
I have been critical of myself
But I know
I am aware
I gotta get back to zero
I must return to a neutral or balanced state
The bruisin I bought into
I can't continue with the harm I've accepted
I can't continue
I can't sustain the damage
This fragile heart can't afford
My vulnerable heart can't bear the cost
I'm realizing
I am becoming aware
All my apologizing
Apologizing repeatedly is not helping
Just leaves me on the floor
Apologies only leave me feeling defeated
I've been livin the negative
I've been dwelling on negativity
And I'm tired
I am weary or exhausted
Woke up lookin at life uninspired
I woke up feeling uninspired
I'm just trying
I am making an effort
To get back to zero
I want to return to a state of neutrality or balance
But I'd be lying
Being truthful about the distance left to cover
If I said I didn't have a ways to go
Admitting that I still have a long way to go
Been denying
I have been refusing to accept
And demonizing
I've been portraying as evil
Myself
I have been critical of myself
But I know
I am aware
I gotta get back to zero
I must return to a neutral or balanced state
Zero
Emphasizing the need to return to zero
Zero
-Gotta get back to
-Zero
-Gotta get back to zero
-Gotta get back to zero
-Gotta get back to
-Zero
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