Lyrics
Is this what I get from staying sober now?
Contemplating the consequences of staying sober.
On this lonely road to feling
Reflecting on a lonely journey towards feeling.
Is this what I get from following, this broken heart of mine
Questioning the outcomes of following a broken heart.
I'll never fall in love, I'll never fall in love again
Expressing a reluctance to fall in love again.
Now its over, you left me
Acknowledging a breakup and feelings of abandonment.
And I'm old enough to know the difference
Claiming maturity in understanding right from wrong.
Between what is wrong, and what is mean to be
Emphasizing the awareness of what is meant to be.
Still I wake up, alone now
Waking up alone, possibly regretful.
With a headache and the understanding
Experiencing a headache and realizing the dream is over.
How our dream is finally gone
Reiterating the loss of a dream or relationship.
Our dream is finally gone
Repeating the sentiment that the dream is gone.
Hear me out
Pleading for attention or understanding.
I've crawled all this way
Expressing effort and commitment in reaching someone's heart.
Into your heart and this is the thanx I get
Feeling unappreciated or unacknowledged for the effort.
Cause now, it hurts so bad
Expressing emotional pain.
It's not what I want
Clarifying that the pain is not desired.
I thought you were
Expressing disappointment in someone not living up to expectations.
What you couldnt be
Realizing someone couldn't be what was hoped for.
The only one for me
Believing someone was the only one for them.
Fake a smile
Suggesting putting on a fake smile and figuring things out.
And figure it out
Encouraging a solution to the situation.
What you came to be
Realizing what the person came to be - "the one that got away."
The "one that got away"
Expressing the feeling of losing someone important.
Slipped from my heart
Highlighting the emotional pain of losing someone.
I crawled all this way into your heart
Repeating the effort made to reach someone's heart.
And this is the thanx I get cause
Reiterating the lack of appreciation for the effort.
Now, it hurts so bad
Repeating the expression of intense emotional pain.
Cause now, it hurts so bad
Re-emphasizing the intensity of the emotional pain.
When do I come home?
Possibly asking when the speaker can return home.
When do I come home again?
Repeating the desire to come home.
When do I come home?
Reiterating the desire to return home.
FUCK HOME!!
Expressing frustration and rejection of the concept of home.
There is nothign for me there
Denying the existence of anything for the speaker at home.
There is nothing for me there
Repeating the sentiment that there is nothing for the speaker at home.
Crawled all this way
Repeating the effort made to reach someone's heart.
It's the thanx I get
Reiterating the lack of appreciation for the effort.
I crawled all this way
Repeating the emotional pain resulting from the effort.
Its the thanx I get
Re-emphasizing the lack of appreciation for the effort.
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