Lyrics
I’ve been writing songs that help the girl that broke my heart with her own heartbreak
I've been creating songs to console the girl who caused my heartbreak with her own pain.
I know that it’s wrong I’ve been cutting down on mistakes
I acknowledge my mistakes and am working on reducing them.
Baby leave me lonely tell me why I gotta be this way
Feeling abandoned, questioning why I have to be in this emotional state.
I know that you don’t wanna stay long
Aware that you don't want to stay in this relationship for long.
I know that our bond isn’t that strong
Recognizing that our connection isn't very strong.
But it’s one sided
Expressing that the emotional burden feels one-sided.
Feels like I’m carrying it all
Feeling like I'm carrying the weight of the relationship alone.
And I don’t wanna fall
Not wanting to fall emotionally, especially in your presence.
Especially in front of you
Expressing shyness and vulnerability.
I'm such a shy dude
Admitting to emotional breakdowns when feeling emotionally numb.
Cause I break down when I get numb
Feeling let down in your absence.
You're not around to let me down
Reflecting on being disappointed even when you're not around.
But you let me down
Acknowledging being let down despite expectations.
And I hate that I have everyone
Expressing dissatisfaction despite having people around.
But I don’t have anyone
Feeling a lack of genuine connection with anyone.
And I hate that I have everyone
Reiterating dissatisfaction despite having a social circle.
But I don’t have anyone
Emphasizing the absence of a meaningful connection with others.
Life sucks
Summarizing a negative perspective on life.
I'm numb
Describing a feeling of emotional numbness.
I'm breaking down
Expressing a state of emotional breakdown.
I feel I'm falling to the ground
Feeling a sense of falling and vulnerability.
You could’ve picked me up but you stared and frowned
Regretting that you didn't support me when I needed it.
I tried my luck but you let me drown
Attempting but failing to seek support.
Yeah you let me drown
Expressing the feeling of being abandoned.
Oh you let me drown yeah
Reiterating the sense of abandonment.
I guess you left me for somebody else
Believing you left me for someone else.
Conceal all my thoughts tear drops are on the shelf
Concealing emotions and acknowledging stored tears.
I hope you’re happy I hope you can tell
Wishing you happiness, even though I feel hurt.
That I’ll be ok all by myself
Expressing the hope of coping and being okay alone.
All by myself
Repeating the theme of being okay by oneself.
All by myself
Emphasizing independence and self-reliance.
All by myself
Reiterating the theme of being self-sufficient emotionally.
All by myself
Continuing the assertion of being self-sufficient and not relying on others.
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