Lyrics
Strings of dreams
Reference to hopeful aspirations or desires
She got everything she needs
The subject has all she requires
Gotta keep myself so clean
Striving to maintain personal hygiene or purity
Cause these demons live in me
Internal struggles or personal challenges haunt the subject
Wash my eyes for the grief
Attempting to cleanse emotional pain or sorrow
Hold my soul don't you leave
Desperation to hold onto one's essence or identity
I swear all my friends are going
Perceived abandonment by friends due to lack of concern for the subject's well-being
Cause they don't care bout me
Friends' indifference towards the subject
So what I got drunk last night
Admission of intoxication the previous night
I fucked up last night
Regretful actions or mistakes made while intoxicated
I stayed up last night
Remaining awake throughout the night
I gave up last night
Surrendering or giving in to despair or circumstances
I got drunk last night
Reiteration of being intoxicated the previous night
I fucked up last night
Repetition of regretful actions or mistakes made while intoxicated
I stayed up last night
Continuation of staying awake throughout the night
I gave up last night
Continued sense of surrender or giving up
And it's all for you I swear
All the actions of the previous night were for someone specific
Said it's all for you I swear
Reiteration of actions being dedicated to someone in particular
She got glitter on her eyelids and her hair down low
Description of someone's appearance and feeling of isolation despite being surrounded by others
Even in a room of people she feels so alone
Feeling of loneliness even in a crowded place
Fucked up in the head and hurting in the bones
Mental and physical anguish or pain
Nobody answers calls so she isn't getting home
Unable to contact anyone for assistance in returning home
Check the door
Checking for an exit or escape route
Check the phone
Attempting to make contact via phone for help
Check the watch oh no
Concern over time passing
Yeah this girl she in her zone
The girl is immersed in her own space or mindset
And she isn't on her own
Despite being in her own space, she's not entirely alone
So what I got drunk last night
Admission of intoxication the previous night (repeated)
I fucked up last night
Regretful actions or mistakes made while intoxicated (repeated)
I stayed up last night
Remaining awake throughout the night (repeated)
I gave up last night
Surrendering or giving in to despair or circumstances (repeated)
I got drunk last night
Reiteration of being intoxicated the previous night (repeated)
I fucked up last night
Repetition of regretful actions or mistakes made while intoxicated (repeated)
I stayed up last night
Continuation of staying awake throughout the night (repeated)
I gave up last night
Continued sense of surrender or giving up (repeated)
And it's all for you I swear
All the actions of the previous night were for someone specific (repeated)
Said it's all for you I swear
Reiteration of actions being dedicated to someone in particular (repeated)
I got 5 gold rings on my left hand
Description of accessories or wealth
4 gold chains round my neck fam
Further description of wealth or material possessions
Sitting here listening to pop bands
Current activity and thoughts about past memories
Thinking bought the times when I really thought I had her
Reflection on a past relationship or attachment
Take a spirit bad thoughts turn into laughter
Transformation of negative thoughts into amusement or laughter
I don't remember last night or what happened after
Lack of memory about events that occurred after getting drunk
Comment