Lyrics
Now I write these songs, but you still don’t care
Expressing frustration that despite writing songs, the person's feelings are not acknowledged or reciprocated.
I thought that I could thought that I could hold you in my hands
Reflecting on the belief that the speaker could hold onto the relationship, emphasizing a sense of loss.
I’m a mess but the mess was made by you
Admitting personal turmoil while attributing it to the actions or influence of the other person.
Lil depressed but if I say they don’t think it's true
Acknowledging a state of sadness, countered by a fear that others may not believe or understand it.
If I could do it all again
Contemplating the idea of redoing past actions or decisions.
I don’t think I would do it
Expressing uncertainty about wanting to relive the past due to anticipated difficulties.
Cause I don’t think that I could even handle the pain
Questioning one's ability to endure emotional pain associated with revisiting past experiences.
She told me that she loved me then I blew it
Referring to a moment when the speaker failed to reciprocate love, leading to regret.
Now I’m out sad in the rain
Describing the current emotional state of feeling sorrowful amid rainy weather.
I’m sad in the rain
Reiterating the emotion of sadness in the context of rain.
I'm sad in the rain
Emphasizing the persistent feeling of sadness amid the rain.
Told me that she loved me then I blew it
Recalling a specific instance where the speaker failed to respond appropriately to love.
I’m so useless I’m so stupid I can't do this
Expressing a sense of inadequacy, feeling useless and stupid, unable to cope with the situation.
I can never seem to move my weight
Highlighting a struggle to bear the emotional weight, possibly referencing personal challenges.
It's like it's always on my plate
Continuing the metaphor of emotional weight, suggesting a recurring burden or difficulty.
She fake
Suggesting a lack of authenticity or genuineness in the feelings or actions of the other person.
I’m fake too
Admitting to one's own lack of genuineness or authenticity in the situation.
She lying she told me she love me but really she hate you
Pointing out dishonesty in the other person, claiming they profess love but harbor hatred.
If I could do it all again
Repeating the contemplation of redoing past actions or decisions.
I don’t think I would do it
Reiterating hesitation about wanting to relive the past due to anticipated difficulties.
Cause I don’t think that I could even handle the pain
Repeating doubts about the ability to endure emotional pain associated with revisiting past experiences.
She told me that she loved me then I blew it
Recalling a moment of regret when the speaker failed to reciprocate love.
I’m sad in the rain
Reiterating the current emotional state of feeling sorrowful amid rainy weather.
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