Lucy's Song
Unveiling the Turmoil Within: Last Apollo's Journey through the Mind
Lyrics
I can barely turn to look behind
I struggle to face my past
Cover the mirrors in my mind
Avoiding self-reflection and introspection
On the inside I'm blind
Internally, I feel lost or without direction
Why to see the burned earth of the land
Questioning the purpose of witnessing destruction
And I'm ready to know
Prepared to understand the future
The future on the palm of my hand
Anticipating control over destiny
I am turning to look for a reason
Searching for a motive or explanation
I'm down on my knees
Feeling vulnerable and submissive
But you already knew
Acknowledging prior awareness in someone else
Hold I never thought I would be loved
Unexpectedly finding love
Whoever thought I'd be loved
Surprised by the idea of being loved
My broken bones cannot be held
Physical or emotional wounds are uncontainable
So run run 'til my skin drips from my bones
Running until exhaustion, seeking escape
But even if I run
Despite running, unable to evade the mind's struggles
I can escape the mind that I'm running from
Facing internal challenges
I am turning to look for a reason
Continuing the quest for understanding
I'm down on my knees
Remaining in a humble position despite efforts
But you already knew
Awareness of preexisting knowledge in another
Hold your breath and slow your heart down
Suggesting a need to calm and control oneself
Breath peace in but breath your soul out and
Intentional breathing to find inner peace
Dear Mr Turing come figure my mind out
Referencing Alan Turing, seeking understanding
Oh I need a rest 'cause I'm so beyond tired
Fatigue and exhaustion requiring a break
My chest is tight is it meant to feel this way
Physical and emotional distress, questioning normalcy
Does nobody else just not feel ok
Expressing a sense of universal discomfort
I'm breathing in but it's too loud
Internal struggles are overwhelming
I am turning to look for a reason
Continuing the search for purpose or meaning
I'm down on my knees
Remaining humble despite challenges
But you already knew
Acknowledging the awareness of others
I am turning to look for a reason
Reiterating the quest for understanding
I'm down on my knees
Maintaining a humble stance in the face of adversity
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