Vicious
Navigating Life's Vicious Circle: Last Penance's Raw Reflections
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I envy you for not being me
I feel jealousy towards you for not having to experience my struggles or challenges.
I wish I could fall further from the tree
I desire to distance myself further from my family or origin.
I tend to take more
I tend to acquire more responsibilities or burdens.
Than I could ever carry
I take on more than I can handle or bear.
Every day I dig deep
Every day, I delve deep into my emotions or issues.
Trying to keep this shit buried
I try to keep my emotional baggage hidden or suppressed.
Every time the road gets a bit more steep
Whenever the challenges in life increase, I tend to reveal what I had tried to conceal.
I tend to unearth what I just hid
I uncover or expose what I just tried to keep hidden.
I prefer every tedious task
I find value in every monotonous or boring task.
From facing you without a mask
I prefer confronting you without any pretense or disguise.
I can spin and spin and spin
I can repeatedly engage in self-destructive behavior.
Always take a wrong turn
I consistently make the wrong choices.
I can spin and spin and spin
I continue to engage in destructive behavior.
I can spin and spin and spin
I persistently continue in a negative cycle.
And make you believe this is real
I can deceive you into believing that this negative situation is genuine or authentic.
I can spin and spin
I continue engaging in destructive behavior.
I can spin but I can't win
I continue the destructive cycle, but victory is elusive.
I can spin
I persist in my negative behavior.
In this vicious circle
In this repeating pattern of negativity or challenges.
Round and round
A continuous, unending cycle.
It never ends
The cycle of challenges and negativity has no conclusion.
I can spin in this vicious circle
I am caught in this unending cycle of negativity.
And I know it will never end
I acknowledge that this cycle will persist indefinitely.
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