Hold On
Embracing Chaos: Latanya Alberto's Journey Through Pain and Liberation
Lyrics
Weary about the choices I make
Feeling troubled or fatigued regarding the decisions made.
To cage myself in these good girl facades
Choosing to confine oneself within the persona of a well-behaved girl, presenting a facade.
But I don't wanna be good forever baby
Expressing a desire to break free from the constraint of always being good.
The pain arouses me but it's still sharp
Experiencing stimulation from pain despite its sharpness.
I don't wanna wait forever baby
Not wanting to wait indefinitely.
Growing old while trying to be young
Growing older while attempting to hold onto youthfulness.
It's pushed against the the ceiling of my thoughts
Feeling the pressure within one's mind.
To shed some tears for always being wrong
Expressing sadness for frequently being incorrect.
Late, shy, away or just too lost
Being delayed, withdrawn, or feeling lost.
Cold, I know, but i'm melting for you
Despite feeling cold, expressing vulnerability and attraction.
But I don't want to be wrong forever baby
Not wanting to remain wrong indefinitely.
I'm tryna find some chaos to my calm
Seeking disorder or unpredictability within calmness.
Hold on
Request or reminder to persevere.
I gotta hold on
Emphasizing the importance of holding on.
Hold on to my golden love
To retain one's cherished love.
Hold on the escape is almost here
Implying that an opportunity for escape is approaching.
The release will set me free
Anticipating freedom upon release.
The years they pass like liquid in the sun
Time passing swiftly like fluid, possibly implying feeling overwhelmed.
And maybe I will drown in its control
Concern about losing oneself in the passing of time.
I value to feel comfortable and safe
Valuing comfort and safety but compromising personal integrity.
But sold my soul three nights ago
Having made a significant sacrifice recently.
To Jimmy who rides his bicycle
Reference to a person, Jimmy, who shares familiarity and common experiences.
Knows the songs I know
Jimmy's familiarity with shared songs.
Jimmy even moves all spiritual
Jimmy's spiritual nature, yet capable of causing disappointment.
But break my hopes and so
Expressing disappointment and vulnerability.
i'm Layering with self control
Attempting to regain self-control.
Back onto square one
Returning to the starting point or initial phase.
I'll shed some tears for always being wrong
Expressing sadness for repeatedly being wrong.
Late, shy, away or just too lost
Similar feelings of being delayed, withdrawn, or lost.
Cold, I know, but i'm melting for you
Despite feeling cold, expressing vulnerability and attraction again.
But I don't want to be wrong forever baby
Reiterating the desire not to remain wrong indefinitely.
I'm tryna find some chaos to my calm
Continuing the quest for chaos within calmness.
Hold on
Reaffirming the importance of perseverance.
I gotta hold on
Emphasizing the need to hold on.
Hold on to my golden love
To retain the cherished love once more.
Hold on the escape is almost here
Highlighting the imminent arrival of an escape.
The release will set me free
Anticipating liberation upon release again.
Now bring it back now
Indication to bring back a previous theme or idea.
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