I'm Always Tired
Eternal Fatigue: Unveiling the Hidden Depths of Exhaustion
Lyrics
I'm always tired even when I'm done sleeping
The speaker consistently feels fatigue, even after completing sleep.
I got nothing to say though I never stop thinking
Despite constant thoughts, the speaker finds it challenging to express them verbally.
I pass out with the light on and my clothes off
The speaker often falls asleep with lights on and clothes off, suggesting a lack of control or care in their routine.
My book open my walls up
The speaker is emotionally open, as indicated by having a book open and walls down.
I build them everyday to keep the old me far away
Every day, the speaker builds metaphorical walls to distance themselves from their past self.
See it's better like that
The speaker believes it's better to keep the past at a distance.
Don't remember how good I had it
There's a lack of remembrance of past positive experiences.
Better like that
Reiterating that it's better to not remember the good times.
See it's been a long time since you could call me unblemished
The speaker acknowledges being marked or imperfect for a long time.
When the lights go out in the sky I look for a man to finish
When darkness falls, the speaker seeks a partner for a sense of completion.
I've heard stories of true love and lifetimes
The speaker dismisses romantic stories as untrue and deceptive.
And honestly it's just bullshit in my eyes
Expressing a cynical view towards the concept of true love and lifetimes.
I guess I'm desensitized
The speaker feels emotionally numb or indifferent due to exposure to intense experiences.
I'm under the weather
The speaker is emotionally down or unwell.
I'm under the covers
The speaker seeks refuge under covers, possibly indicating a desire to escape from reality.
Trying to discover
The speaker is on a quest to find themselves in someone else.
Myself in another
Desiring everything but settling for nothing, possibly expressing dissatisfaction.
I want it all but I settle for nothing
Despite breaking the fall, the speaker continues to bleed, metaphorically indicating unresolved issues.
I broke the fall but I never stopped bleeding
The speaker acknowledges blame but continues to bleed, possibly struggling with self-forgiveness.
I throw blame when I know that it's my fault
The speaker admits fault but tends to blame others.
We all lie just to feel a little bit strong
A recognition that people lie to feel strong, possibly reflecting a sense of vulnerability.
But I can't be vulnerable
The speaker is hesitant to be vulnerable again.
Not again
Expressing reluctance to experience certain emotions again.
Why start just so we can end
Questioning the purpose of starting something that will eventually end.
Not again
Reiterating the reluctance to experience certain emotions again.
I got a dream but I always forget it
The speaker has dreams but struggles to remember them.
I try to reach but I'm not even moving
Efforts to progress or achieve dreams seem futile.
I lash out at bodies and classes and memories
The speaker expresses frustration by lashing out at various aspects of life and memories.
Seen in sad colored glasses
The world is perceived through a lens of sadness.
I wish I could focus
The speaker wishes for better focus.
Where is my mind
Repetition of "Where is my mind?" suggests a state of confusion or searching for clarity.
Where is my mind
-Where is my mind
-Where is my mind
-Where is my mind
-Where is my mind
-I'm under the weather
Repetition of the emotional state of being under the weather, under covers, and trying to discover oneself in another.
I'm under the covers
-Trying to discover
-Myself in another
-I'm under the weather
-I'm under the covers
-Trying to discover
-Myself in another
-Myself in another
-I'm always tired even when I'm done sleeping
Reiterating a perpetual state of tiredness even after completing sleep.
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