Lyrics
Still on my way up
Expressing ongoing progress or journey in life.
Need love to lift the day up
Desiring love to uplift and improve the day.
A lifetime climbing up to the next level
Highlighting a continuous effort to advance in life.
Acting like the devil
Acknowledging past behavior resembling that of a devil.
I revel in the work I've done
Taking pleasure in the accomplishments and efforts made.
Don't really care about the souls that I've wronged
Indifference or disregard for those harmed or wronged.
Wishing this life was as simple as this song
Expressing a desire for life to be as simple as a song.
I'm sick of looking back to figure out where I went wrong
Frustration with reflecting on past mistakes.
I'm never good
Self-perceived inadequacy or lack of goodness.
The rules of summer nights are never nice
Commenting on the unpredictability of summer nights.
The best laid plans of nice men are never right
Suggesting that plans made by good people often go awry.
I'm a just looser watching from this watchtower
Identifying as an observer with a sense of detachment.
Waiting for the right moment to finally lose her
Anticipation of a moment to end a relationship.
It's the despair of my thoughts that I travel upon
Travelling through the despair of one's thoughts.
I run like a rat in the sun until I'm gone
Running away from challenges or problems until disappearance.
I'll stay awake for my sake just another night
Choosing to stay awake for personal reasons.
To hear the music of the rain and the string lights
Appreciating the beauty of rain and string lights.
Lose my aim and stop being a renegade
Expressing a desire to abandon rebellion and conform.
Get swallowed into the summer serenade
Being engulfed in the soothing experience of summer.
I'll stay awake for my sake just another night
Continuation of staying awake for personal reasons.
To hear the music of the rain and the string lights
Reiteration of enjoying rain and string lights.
Lose my aim and stop being a renegade
Repeating the desire to stop being a renegade.
Get swallowed into the summer serenade
Reaffirming immersion in the summer serenade.
And I've been told that somehow I've got a place in this
Being assured of having a place in the world.
Just wait don't fold, you'll see someday you'll have a taste of bliss
Encouraging patience for a taste of happiness.
But I see clearly now it's all out and exposed
Realizing the truth, no longer obscured or hidden.
I'm going down like the water in the river flows
Accepting a downward trajectory like a flowing river.
This words got stuck in my mind for a decade
A decade-long persistence of certain words in the mind.
Spinning round and round in my head like a sharp blade
Words continuously circulating, impactful like a sharp blade.
You know they lie we're not equals in front of fate and luck
Asserting the inequality in facing fate and luck.
The higher the money the lower you'd expect to get fucked
Linking financial status with vulnerability to exploitation.
I'll stay awake for my sake just another night
Repeating the decision to stay awake for personal reasons.
To hear the music of the rain and the string lights
Reconnecting with the music of rain and string lights.
Lose my aim and stop being a renegade
Reiterating the intention to stop being a renegade.
Get swallowed into the summer serenade
Re-embracing the immersive experience of summer.
I'll stay awake for my sake just another night
Continuation of staying awake for personal reasons.
To hear the music of the rain and the string lights
Reiteration of enjoying rain and string lights.
Lose my aim and stop being a renegade
Repeating the desire to stop being a renegade.
Get swallowed into the summer serenade
Reaffirming immersion in the summer serenade.
Even in my dreams you know I'm just lazy
Acknowledging a lazy disposition even in dreams.
Like a dog chasing cars I feel dizzy
Comparing oneself to a dog chasing cars, feeling disoriented.
There's no map I was set up to die in the blizzard
Expressing a feeling of being lost without a plan.
Drown by the sound of my fear no one to be heard
Being overwhelmed by fear, feeling unheard.
I'm expected to display my guts on the scene
Expected to showcase courage and determination.
I promise I won't cave oh i will make a scene
Promising not to surrender, prepared to create a scene.
It's the despair of my thoughts that I show to the world
Revealing inner thoughts of despair to the world.
I'll stain them like blood on the floor before I'm gone
Symbolic staining of thoughts like blood
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