Hard Drug
Distance, Addiction, and City Lights: Lebanon Hanover's Emotional Journey
Lyrics
Opening maps to see how far away we are
Reflecting on the distance by examining maps.
It's mental the distance that separates us
Expressing the emotional, not just physical, separation.
Space out with a coffee in your peculiar
Sipping coffee in a distinctive, perhaps personal, space.
Living room with a gathering charme
Being in a living room with a unique charm, possibly shared.
No women gather but you
No other women are present, emphasizing a specific connection.
Have a cigarette or two
Smoking a few cigarettes, a shared habit.
You know it blows me away like a hard drug
The absence of the person is overwhelming, like the impact of a powerful drug.
Chain smoking heavy drinking is all I can do
Depicting a coping mechanism with chain smoking and heavy drinking.
So hard to find a person in life like you
Expressing the rarity of finding someone special in life.
It's everyday life we are used to it
Normalizing the struggles of everyday life.
But today it kills me that you're not in it
Feeling the impact of the absence more strongly today.
It is really a mess to
Describing the situation as chaotic or emotionally turbulent.
See how grey things are
Observing the dullness or negativity in the surroundings.
Collecting pictures and objects that unite us
Creating a bond through shared images and objects.
Take me out to the most subvеrsive club
Suggesting going to an unconventional or rebellious club together.
Of your giant sparkling city
Referring to the partner's city as vibrant and grand.
I am gathering too
Personally collecting memories or experiences.
Scrolling through bootmarkets with you
Engaging in shared activities like browsing markets.
It's cold turkеy from a very hard drug
Expressing withdrawal from a powerful, addictive influence.
Chain smoking heavy drinking is all I can do
Continuing coping mechanisms of smoking and drinking.
So hard to find a person in life like you
Reiterating the rarity of finding a special person.
It's everyday life we are used to it
Reaffirming the acceptance of everyday struggles.
But it crucifies me that you're not in it
Expressing deep pain caused by the partner's absence.
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