Lyrics
Am I
Questioning existence or purpose
Just here to entertain you
Being present solely for amusement or pleasure
I'm just jester for your love
Portraying oneself as a jester for someone's affection
And I
Awareness of lack of reciprocation
Know that you'll never claim to
Acknowledgment of not being claimed or chosen
But you played me and you know it's fucked
Feeling used and aware of the mistreatment
I should've known
Repeated regret for not recognizing something
I should've known
-I should've known
-I should've known
-I should've known there was a consequence
Realization of consequences, sensing early signs of trouble
To all of this
-Something was wrong since it start
-It was obvious
-Sparking arguments with no hesitation
Engagement in repetitive conflicts, drawing parallels to literary devices
She stay starting with same shit like alliteration
-I can't refund all of the time I had wasted
Expressions of time wasted on futile endeavors
Wasted on petty patience
-Wasted on conversations
-Wasted getting your number
-Wasted giving on giving you calls
-wasted on getting to know you
-Wish I never at All
-Wasted on love and affection
Allocation of emotions, efforts, and resources into fruitless situations
Wasted on alcohol
-Wasted on situations
-That were easily solved
-And you did all this to my mind
Feeling manipulated, questioning one's worth in the relationship
And try to text and call my line
-And act like all that was all fine
-And now I question am I
-Just here to entertain?
Reiterating the feeling of being a source of entertainment for affection without reciprocation
I'm just jester for your love
-And I
-Know that you'll Never claim to
-But you played me and you left me fucked
-I should've known
Reflective regret on underestimating the situation and self-worth
(That you weren't worth it)
-I should've known
-(I don't deserve this)
-I should've known
-(That you weren't worth it)
-I should've known
-(I don't deserve this)
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