Summertime Sombriety
Battling Demons: Left of Love's Summertime Struggle
Lyrics
I'm tired inside, tired of lies, tired of everything
I am emotionally exhausted, fed up with deception, and weary of everything.
Like every night I have to fight just to do anything
Every night is a struggle, a constant battle just to accomplish anything.
I try to forget the things in my head and all that we used to be
Attempting to erase memories and move on from our past, but they persistently resurface, along with the pain you caused.
But somehow instead they're coming again and all that you do to me
The efforts to forget are futile; your actions and their impact on me continue to haunt.
I feel in my head the pressure is set to get the best of me
The mental pressure intensifies, threatening to overwhelm and consume me.
Again and again, it never ends till it gets the rest of me
This cycle of mental strain repeats endlessly until it takes its toll.
I already know we're down to the bone and now there's no escape
We are at the lowest point, and there's no way to escape the harsh reality.
So swallow me whole, down to my soul and throw the plate away
An urge to be engulfed entirely, to escape the pain, and discard any remnants of our connection.
Cause it just keeps, repeating
The tormenting experience persists, creating an unending loop.
And another time it might just put it down
Despite attempts to overcome, it might still prevail in certain situations.
And I must be, misleading
I might be giving a false impression or leading astray.
Said just one more night I'm gonna fight it out
Another night of struggling lies ahead, determined to confront and conquer the challenges.
I try to find my way
Searching for a path to transcend this difficult situation.
To rise above this place
Striving to elevate above the current circumstances.
Bide time till I escape
Waiting for an opportune moment to break free.
But nothing seems to change
Despite efforts, nothing seems to bring about a positive change.
I feel the attack, it's coming on back to make a mess of me
The emotional onslaught returns, threatening to create chaos within me.
Been running too fast, fell through the cracks cause that's the recipe
Moving too quickly, I've fallen through the cracks, following a destructive pattern.
The story has shown, that's how it goes and how it shapes the day
The narrative unfolds, illustrating the inevitable course of events shaping each day.
When everyone's old and everything's cold and there's no place to stay
A glimpse into the future where everyone ages, everything becomes cold, and there's no refuge.
Cause it just keeps, repeating
The recurring torment persists, threatening to overpower and break me.
And another time it might just put it down
Similar challenges may arise again, potentially leading to surrender.
And I must be, misleading
There's a possibility that I am conveying a false impression or misguided information.
Said just one more night I'm gonna fight it out
Despite claiming one more night to fight, the struggle persists.
I try to find my way
Continuing the quest to find a path to rise above the challenges.
To rise above this place
Striving to escape the current situation by biding time.
Bide time till I escape
Despite efforts to wait it out, the circumstances remain unchanged.
But nothing seems to change
Efforts to break free from the emotional chains and patterns.
I try to break these chains
Attempting to break the metaphorical chains restraining me.
It's not enough to walk away
Walking away is not sufficient; there's a need for more substantial change.
Don't wanna leave but I can't stay
A reluctance to leave, yet unable to stay in the current state of affairs.
So tell me what remains
Seeking understanding of what remains amid the challenging circumstances.
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