For Now
Finding Strength in Winter's Embrace
Lyrics
My first week back at school,
Reflecting on the narrator's return to school.
I went to the hospital because my spine was inflamed My family made the drive at 1 o'clock at night,
The narrator's medical condition forced a late-night trip to the hospital due to spinal inflammation.
To bring me home again
Family made a late-night drive to bring the narrator back home from the hospital.
A couple months went by, I would often cry,
The passage of a couple of months was emotionally challenging, leading the narrator to cry frequently.
Told my parents when I stopped avoiding calls
Narrator communicated to their parents after avoiding calls, possibly due to distress.
They surprised me then, said they would drive again If I needed nothing more than to feel like I was small
Parents showed support by offering to drive the narrator whenever needed, even if it made them feel small.
So I'll stay for now
Deciding to remain where they are for the time being.
Cause I'm tired out
Feeling exhausted or drained emotionally.
But there's something bout the snow
The snow has a particular significance or emotion attached to it for the narrator.
I guess I'll stay for now,
Choosing to stay temporarily.
Just till I make it out
Intention to remain until they overcome or resolve their challenges.
Until I say that I no longer wanna go
Until the narrator decides they no longer wish to continue in their current situation.
I asked my friend last night,
The narrator seeks help from a friend by asking for a drive.
If he wouldn't mind driving an hour outside of town He came to pick me up,
Friend agrees to help by driving the narrator out of town.
Didn't make me talk at all,
Friend supports the narrator by not pressuring them to speak about their feelings.
Dropped me off, said goodnight, and turned around
The friend drops off the narrator, maintaining a sense of distance after helping.
So I'll stay for now
Continuing to stay in the current situation for the time being.
Cause I'm tired out
Reiteration of feeling emotionally drained or exhausted.
But there's something bout the snow
The snow continues to have emotional or symbolic significance for the narrator.
I guess I'll stay for now,
Temporary decision to stay based on current feelings or circumstances.
Just till I make it out
Commitment to stay until they find a way out or a solution.
Until I say that I no longer wanna go
Remaining until the narrator decides they don't want to endure anymore.
I don't wanna go, though I can't see it I don't wanna go,
Expressing reluctance or resistance to the situation, even if it's not immediately visible.
Repeat,
Reiterating the sentiment of not wanting to go.
Till I believe it
Continuously expressing this sentiment until they truly believe it.
So I'll stay for now
Recommitting to the decision to stay in the current situation, despite exhaustion.
Cause I'm tired out
Restating feelings of being worn out or emotionally drained.
But there's something bout the snow
The snow remains a symbolic or emotional touchpoint for the narrator.
I guess I'll stay for now,
Reiteration of the decision to stay temporarily based on current feelings.
Just till I make it out
Determination to remain until they find a way out or resolve their feelings.
Until I say that I no longer wanna go
Staying until the narrator decides they no longer want to continue in their current state.
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