Lyrics
Oh, I'm telling stories in my head about beginnings
Reflecting on imaginary narratives about new beginnings.
I thought I saw you cross the road
Perceiving someone crossing the road, triggering a reaction.
I started spinning
Feeling a sense of dizziness or excitement.
And in my dreams we're having conversations
Experiencing meaningful interactions in dreams.
But you won't listen
Feeling unheard or dismissed in dream conversations.
I got a weight off my shoulders like I'm coming home
Sensing relief and comfort, akin to returning home.
I got a knot in my throat like it's you on the phone
Experiencing emotional tension or anticipation.
Got a pounding in my head like I haven't slept in days
Having a headache, possibly from stress or sleep deprivation.
And I bet
Implies a response or reaction to a previous statement.
I bet you thought I'd stay
Contradicting an expectation of staying in a situation.
Constellations wouldn't lie
Asserting the trustworthiness of constellations.
I was telling you, telling you
Reiterating the act of communicating or confessing.
I would try
Expressing commitment to attempting something.
And I said that I would give it time
Promising to allocate time to a situation.
Telling you, telling you I wasn't fine
Admitting to not being fine while communicating.
I'm screaming, I'm screaming
Indicating intense emotional expression, possibly frustration.
Through the glass
Describing a barrier, possibly emotional, like glass.
And you're watching me watching
Being observed while watching, with the observer laughing.
All you do is laugh
Expressing a feeling of overwhelming or sinking too quickly.
I'm drowning, I'm drowning
Metaphorically drowning in a situation.
All too fast
Feeling overwhelmed by the speed of events.
I should save my breath
Considering whether to save one's breath or communicate.
But you always come right back
Noting a recurrent return despite contemplating silence.
So is this the way you wanted us to be existing?
Questioning if the current state aligns with desired existence.
I guess you only heard my voice if you were tripping
Suggesting selective attention, possibly under the influence.
Once you said it was everything you needed
Doubting the sincerity of a previously stated need.
Were you just kidding?
Raising doubts about the truthfulness of past statements.
I got a weight off my shoulders like I'm coming home
Experiencing relief or familiarity, reminiscent of returning home.
I got a knot in my throat like it's you on the phone
Experiencing emotional tension or anticipation again.
Got a pounding in my head like I haven't slept in days
Having a headache, perhaps from prolonged stress.
And I bet
Anticipating a reaction or response.
I bet you thought I'd stay
Contradicting an expectation of staying in the current situation.
Constellations wouldn't lie
Reaffirming the reliability of constellations.
I was telling you, telling you
Continuing the act of communicating or confessing.
I would try
Reiterating the commitment to trying.
And I said that I would give it time
Restating the promise to allocate time.
Telling you, telling you I wasn't fine
Admitting to not being fine while communicating again.
I'm screaming, I'm screaming
Expressing intense emotional expression or frustration again.
Through the glass
Highlighting a barrier or separation, like glass, again.
And you're watching me watching
Being observed while watching, with the observer laughing again.
All you do is laugh
Reiterating a feeling of overwhelming or sinking too quickly.
I'm drowning, I'm drowning
Metaphorically drowning in a situation again.
All too fast
Expressing continued overwhelming feelings.
I should save my breath
Contemplating whether to communicate or remain silent again.
But you always come right back
Noting the persistent return despite considering silence.
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