Messy
Messy Hearts and Red Wine: A Tale of Regret and Longing
Lyrics
I cut my hair so you’d notice
I changed my appearance hoping you'd take notice.
I told my friends it’s to focus on myself
I informed my friends that this change is for self-improvement.
I’m trying hard not to show it
I'm making an effort not to reveal my true feelings.
But you know me too well, hmm
You understand me well despite my attempts to hide.
I kissed some guy at a party
I kissed someone else at a party and don't regret it.
To tell you the truth I’m not sorry over it
This action is a truthful admission without remorse.
Just something that I did
It's just something I did without deeper meaning.
Problem with it is
The issue is...
Missing you is messy like I’m drinking red wine in a white dress Feeling so reckless, dancing with regrets
Missing you is chaotic, like drinking red wine in a white dress; feeling reckless and dancing with regrets.
Damn this hurt is heavy, trying to be good but I’m not yet Can’t get my heart clean, covered in memories
The pain is intense, struggling to be virtuous but failing; my heart is burdened with memories.
Missing you is messy
Summarizing that missing you is messy.
Still hear you saying you want me
I still hear you expressing a desire for me.
Still feel the shape of your body in my bed
I can still feel the physical presence of your body in my bed.
I know that you left
Acknowledging that you've left.
But you’re still in my head
Despite your departure, thoughts of you linger in my mind.
Missing you is messy like I’m drinking red wine in a white dress Feeling so reckless, dancing with regrets
Reiteration that missing you is messy, likened to a chaotic scenario.
Damn this hurt is heavy, trying to be good but I’m not yet Can’t get my heart clean, covered in memories
The pain is burdensome, struggling to maintain goodness but failing; my heart is stained with memories.
Missing you is messy
Reaffirmation that missing you is a complicated experience.
I keep doing things that I shouldn’t be
I continue to engage in actions that are not beneficial.
Know you’re not the one doing this to me
Acknowledging that the other person is not responsible for my actions.
I keep doing things that I shouldn’t be
Repetition of engaging in undesirable actions.
I’m the only one doing this to me
Recognizing that I am solely responsible for my actions.
Missing you is messy like I’m drinking red wine in a white dress Feeling so reckless, dancing with regrets
Reiterating that missing you is messy, with vivid imagery.
Damn this hurt is heavy, trying to be good but I’m not yet Can’t get my heart clean, covered in memories
The pain is heavy, attempting to be virtuous but struggling; unable to cleanse my heart from memories.
Missing you is messy
Final confirmation that missing you is a complicated and messy experience.
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