Lyrics
Since life's fucked guess I'm fucked too
Feeling defeated in life, expressing a sense of hopelessness.
A thousand coins inside the well that still ain't come true
Unfulfilled wishes despite numerous attempts.
Asking how the fuck this what it come to
Questioning how circumstances led to the current state.
Done so much running that there nowhere left to run to
Having run so much that there's no escape left.
Since life sucks guess i suck too
Life is unpleasant, and feeling inadequate as a result.
It's like they think all my mistakes i could just undo
Others expecting instant correction of mistakes.
If you understood just what I've come to
Understanding the speaker's journey would foster empathy.
Then you would realize no one else should want to
Realizing that others should not desire the speaker's struggles.
Ion give a fuck
Indifference towards external opinions.
So why you judge me for what I got going on
Questioning judgment despite personal challenges.
How I been living ain't been doing no one wrong
Asserting innocence in actions despite perceptions.
But how you actin makes me think I don't belong
Feeling like an outsider due to others' reactions.
No no
Emphasizing the sense of not belonging.
Sittin in the ocean full of fire I'm afloat
Metaphorically describing a challenging situation.
Just wanna feel accepted but its never nothing close
Desiring acceptance but always falling short.
Mama pulled me back cuz i was to close to the stove
Recalling a moment of danger and being protected.
When i was tryna burn to feel something besides alone
Expressing a willingness to endure pain for feeling.
Drink another bottle spend another band
Using substances to cope and spending recklessly.
You an your opinion ion give a damn
Disregarding opinions that don't matter.
Cuz you ain't been through half of what made me a man
Rejecting judgment from those who haven't experienced similar hardships.
So fuck you if you think your shaping who I am
Defiantly asserting independence and identity.
Since life's fucked guess I'm fucked too
Repeating the theme of feeling defeated in life.
A thousand coins inside the well that still ain't come true
Reiterating unfulfilled wishes and questioning circumstances.
Askin how the fuck this what it come to
Repeating the sentiment of questioning current circumstances.
Done so much running that there nowhere left to run to
Emphasizing exhaustion from running away.
Ion give a fuck
Reiterating indifference towards external opinions.
So why you judge me for what I got going on
Questioning judgment despite personal challenges.
How I been living ain't been doing no one wrong
Asserting innocence in actions despite perceptions.
But how you actin makes me think I don't belong
Repeating the feeling of not belonging due to others' reactions.
No no
Emphasizing the sense of not belonging.
You laughing to a bank that's full of lies
Highlighting deception in financial success.
Acting like I'm good just made a dangerous disguise
Masking personal struggles with a misleading appearance.
You ain't understanding that I've tried
Stressing unsuccessful attempts at understanding.
If I did what you do then it just wouldn't get me by
Rejecting a path that wouldn't lead to survival.
You see how I cope an think I'm fucked
Describing a coping mechanism and acknowledging challenges.
He's worthless
Labeling oneself as worthless.
He's a mess
Accepting personal flaws and messiness.
And it's too late he's giving up
Expressing a sense of giving up that's too late to change.
But me and you so fucking outta touch
Feeling disconnected from others.
That I can't even blame you for thinking I'm not enough
Understanding the perception of inadequacy.
Ion give a fuck
Reiterating indifference towards external opinions.
So why you judge me for what I got going on
Questioning judgment despite personal challenges.
How I been livin' ain't been doing no one wrong
Asserting innocence in actions despite perceptions.
But how you actin makes me think I don't belong
Repeating the feeling of not belonging due to others' reactions.
No no
Emphasizing the sense of not belonging.
No no
Reiterating the sense of not belonging.
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