Lyrics
How you gon say im a enemy
Questioning someone's perception of the speaker as an enemy
Fix a broken heart need a remedy
Expressing a need for a solution to heal a broken heart
I gave you that trust you aint give to me
Highlighting the imbalance in trust within the relationship
You feeling disgust I feel misery
Feeling distress or unhappiness due to the other person's disgust
Will you bring me flowers to my funeral
Questioning if the person will express remorse or affection after the speaker's death
Do you think about me in your cubical
Wondering if the person thinks about the speaker while at work
Prolly not u jus keep doing the usual
Suggesting the person's routine lacks thoughts or considerations about the speaker
Peep said it but like isn't life jus beautiful
Reflecting on someone's comment about life's beauty amidst difficulties
Stars seem so high
Observing the distant and unattainable nature of stars
And they be all alone but so damn bright
Contrasting the brightness and loneliness of stars
Going through these motions
Expressing confusion or feeling lost in life's processes
Shit aint makin no sense
Feeling that current circumstances lack coherence or meaning
I'm jus tryna figure out why I'm feeling so numb
Expressing a quest to understand the emotional numbness experienced
Stars seem so high
Reiterating the unreachable nature of stars and their symbolism
How they be fuckin burning so am I
Comparing the burning intensity of stars to the speaker's emotional state
I'm jus sick of hoping
Expressing weariness from hoping for change or improvement
Only way I'm coping
Stating that the only way to handle situations is through coping mechanisms
I been tryna figure out why I'm feeling so numb
Continuing the quest to comprehend the emotional numbness
Maybe I'm jus lacking on some vitamins
Suggesting a potential physical cause for emotional distress
Maybe give it time an I should try again
Considering the passage of time and the idea of giving things another chance
Shits cap these aint demons they leviathans
Referring to the challenges as significant and formidable, not just minor issues
This pains a different one then I'm acquiring
Describing a different kind of pain or suffering being experienced
Shit change like the whip that I'll be riding in
Comparing changes experienced in life to changing cars
But ill prolly feel the same when I'm driving it
Anticipating feeling the same despite external changes
My brain is so twisted and so violent
Describing the complexity and intensity of the speaker's thoughts and emotions
Warzone in my head they keep on firing
Metaphorically portraying a chaotic and combative mental state
This pains a different one then I'm acquiring
Reiteration of experiencing a different kind of pain or suffering
Warzone in my head they keep on firing
Repetition of the chaotic mental turmoil
Demons want me dead how they be rioting
Expressing the intensity and chaos of inner conflicts or negative thoughts
True peace only thing that I'm desiring
Yearning for genuine peace amidst turmoil
Stars seem so high
Reiterating the unreachable nature of stars and their symbolic brightness
And they be all alone but so damn bright
Re-emphasizing the contrast between the stars' brightness and isolation
Going through these motions
Reflecting on the lack of understanding in life's processes
Shit aint makin no sense
Continuing to express confusion or a lack of coherence
I'm jus tryna figure out why im feeling so numb
Repeating the desire to understand the emotional numbness
Stars seem so high
Reiterating the intensity of emotional turmoil similar to burning stars
How they be fuckin burning so am I
Comparing the intensity of emotional distress to the brightness of stars
I'm jus sick of hoping
Expressing fatigue or weariness from hoping for change
Only way I'm coping
Stating that coping is the only way to manage the situation
I been tryna figure out why I'm feeling so numb
Continuing the quest to comprehend the emotional numbness
I'm just tryna figure out why I'm feeling so dumb
Expressing a desire to understand why the speaker feels intellectually inadequate or foolish
I been tryna figure out why I'm feeling so done
Continuing the quest to comprehend the emotional exhaustion or conclusion
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