Eternity Doesn't Last Forever
Eternal Struggle: Unveiling the Depths of Inner TurmoilLyrics
I'm a freak, you don't know me
I feel like an outcast, misunderstood by others
Clawing and scratching my skin
I am emotionally distressed and hurting myself physically
Dead to me, this is my story
I consider certain aspects of my life as insignificant or over
Yet I don't know where to begin
Uncertainty about where to start my narrative or explanation
I am a freak, dead to me
Reiteration of feeling like an outcast or misunderstood
All alone while I'm resting in peace
Feeling isolated even in moments of rest or death
Six feet too deep, eating at me
Metaphorically deep feelings of emotional burden or guilt
Bugs crawling around while I cry and I weep
Emotional distress expressed alongside physical discomfort
Tell me is it planned out
Questioning if events are predestined or planned
I don't want to die out
Expressing a desire to avoid fading away or losing significance
Ashes in the dirt now
Metaphorical representation of feeling consumed or deteriorating
Coughing got me going now
Struggling physically and seeking relief
I don't want to burn out
Fear of losing vitality or significance
I don't want to die out
Reiteration of the fear of fading away or losing significance
What came out of your mouth
Reference to hurtful words or betrayal
Breaking all the new vows
Breaking promises or commitments made
Tell me, did you love me before
Questioning past feelings of love in a relationship
I can't, I can't wait anymore
Feeling impatient and unable to wait any longer for answers
Did you love me before
Reiteration of questioning past feelings of love
All the pain that's been taking
Noting the prevalence of pain
The hearts that's been breaking
Reflecting on the emotional damage caused to others
The minds that's been aching
Highlighting emotional suffering and distress
I'm a freak, you don't know me
Reiteration of feeling like an outcast or misunderstood
Clawing and scratching my skin
Emotionally distressed and causing self-harm
Dead to me, this is my story
Consider certain aspects of my life as insignificant or over
Yet I don't know where to begin
Uncertainty about where to start my narrative or explanation
I am a freak, dead to me
Reiteration of feeling like an outcast or misunderstood
All alone while I'm resting in peace
Feeling isolated even in moments of rest or death
Six feet too deep, eating at me
Metaphorically deep feelings of emotional burden or guilt
Bugs crawling around while I cry and I weep
Emotional distress expressed alongside physical discomfort
I've been alone all by myself
Feeling lonely and isolated
Torching the bottle and burning in hell
Using substances to cope with inner torment
Looking for light where I confide
Seeking solace or understanding in a difficult situation
Demons in darkness, that's where they reside
Feeling overwhelmed by inner demons or struggles
Send me to heaven, but I got denied
Feeling rejected despite seeking redemption
Angels can't tell me that I'll be all right
Losing faith in positive outcomes or reassurance
I've been alone, waiting in darkness
Continued feelings of loneliness and isolation
He's laughing, he's coming
Anticipating or fearing a malevolent presence
The devil's abundant
Sense of impending doom or negativity
I'm a freak, you don't know me
Feeling like an outcast, misunderstood by others
Clawing and scratching my skin
Emotionally distressed and hurting myself physically
Dead to me, this is my story
Consider certain aspects of my life as insignificant or over
Yet I don't know where to begin
Uncertainty about where to start my narrative or explanation
I am a freak, dead to me
Reiteration of feeling like an outcast or misunderstood
All alone while I'm resting in peace
Feeling isolated even in moments of rest or death
Six feet too deep, eating at me
Metaphorically deep feelings of emotional burden or guilt
Bugs crawling around while I cry and I weep
Emotional distress expressed alongside physical discomfort
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