Lyrics
I know this is not what you deserve
I acknowledge that you deserve better than this.
The mess that I'm in feels like im cursed
I feel like I'm under a curse given the mess I'm in.
The words that I've said, I know it hurts
I am aware that the words I've spoken have caused pain.
And hiding the truth just made things worse
Hiding the truth has only worsened the situation.
Believe me now, I will make this go on
I assure you that I will persist in making things right.
I promise I'll work on all the shit that feels wrong
I promise to address and improve the problematic aspects of my behavior.
I know deep down, you are where I belong
Deep down, I believe you are my true place of belonging.
And if you're in doubt, let me sing you this song
If you doubt, let me express my feelings through this song.
I know this is not what you deserve
(Repeated) I acknowledge that you deserve better than this.
All I want is the best but all I say is the worst
I aspire for the best, yet my words often convey the opposite.
Will no longer suppress what I feel in my chest
I won't suppress my emotions anymore, especially those in my chest.
Stop emulating the past and put these memories to rest
I will stop imitating the past and lay old memories to rest.
Let's blossom out with no one else in between
Let's grow and flourish without interference from others.
Can you hear my fears shout? I can feel my fears scream
My fears are loud, and I can feel them intensely.
Looking into their eyes, no more afraid what I see
When looking into their eyes, I'm no longer afraid of what I see.
Cause I don't need to get back, what's been ripped out of me
I don't need to reclaim what has been taken from me.
I'm facing my fears
I am confronting and dealing with my fears.
It's haunting me
My fears are persistently haunting me.
But the person who haunts me is not you
The person haunting me is myself, not you.
It's myself
The internal struggle is within me, not between us.
The rift is not between us
This is my catharsis - a process of purging and healing.
It's inside of me
(Repeated) The internal struggle is within me, not between us.
This is my catharsis
(Repeated) This is my catharsis - a process of purging and healing.
I know this is not what you deserve
(Repeated) I acknowledge that you deserve better than this.
The mess that I'm in feels like im cursed
(Repeated) I feel like I'm under a curse given the mess I'm in.
The words that I've said, I know it hurts
(Repeated) I am aware that the words I've spoken have caused pain.
And hiding the truth just made things worse
(Repeated) Hiding the truth has only worsened the situation.
Believe me now, I will make this go on
(Repeated) I assure you that I will persist in making things right.
I promise I'll work on all the shit that feels wrong
(Repeated) I promise to address and improve the problematic aspects of my behavior.
I know deep down, you are where I belong
(Repeated) Deep down, I believe you are my true place of belonging.
And if you're in doubt, let me sing you this song
(Repeated) If you doubt, let me express my feelings through this song.
I know this is not what you deserve
(Repeated) I acknowledge that you deserve better than this.
All I want is the best but all I say is the worst
(Repeated) I aspire for the best, yet my words often convey the opposite.
Will no longer suppress what I feel in my chest
(Repeated) I won't suppress my emotions anymore, especially those in my chest.
Stop emulating the past and put these memories to rest
(Repeated) I will stop imitating the past and lay old memories to rest.
Let's blossom out with no one else in between
(Repeated) Let's grow and flourish without interference from others.
Can you hear my fears shout? I can feel my fears scream
(Repeated) My fears are loud, and I can feel them intensely.
Looking into their eyes, no more afraid what I see
(Repeated) When looking into their eyes, I'm no longer afraid of what I see.
Cause I don't need to get back, what's been ripped out of me
(Repeated) I don't need to reclaim what has been taken from me.
What's been ripped out of me
(Repeated) What has been taken from me.
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