Lyrics
I gave you all I got,
I have given my utmost effort and everything I have.
I stay up late a lot,
I frequently stay awake into the late hours.
I’ve hit a whole new low,
I have reached a point of deep emotional despair.
That’s something I can’t control,
This emotional state is beyond my control.
Things aren’t the same I know,
Things between us have changed, and I'm aware of it.
That’s just the way it go,
This is simply the way life unfolds.
I’m tryna play my role,
I am trying to fulfill my role or responsibilities.
But you’re someone I can’t let go and act like I’m fine,
Despite my efforts, I cannot detach from you and pretend everything is fine.
It’s a vibe up on the hill,
There's a certain atmosphere or feeling on the hill.
I spent a lot of nights alone tryna heal,
I've spent numerous nights alone, attempting to recover.
If you could see my side I went out on my shield for real for real,
I've faced significant challenges and risks for our relationship.
Girl I’d rather die than let your ass go,
I'd rather face death than lose you.
I tell myself all time I’m better off alone,
I consistently remind myself that I am better off being alone.
Finally got it through my mind you not coming home,
I've accepted that you are not returning home.
It’s already set in stone yeah I know I know,
The situation is irreversible; I understand and accept it.
It took me awhile but I’m waking up,
It took me a while, but I am becoming aware of reality.
No matter what I try it ain’t enough,
Regardless of my efforts, they seem insufficient.
It’s finally come to mind to hang it up,
I've come to the realization that it's time to end this.
After all those f*ckin nights you kept me up,
Reflecting on the nights filled with frustration and emotion.
How we gonna let all this go to waste ?
Expressing regret over wasting the relationship.
I did everything I can for you to stay,
I've done everything possible to make you stay.
It’s one of those things I gotta face,
Facing a difficult reality that I can no longer avoid.
I just hope you end up in a better place,
Wishing for your well-being in a better place after our separation.
I gave you all I got,
Reiteration of having given everything emotionally.
I stay up late a lot,
A recurring theme of staying awake late into the night.
I’ve hit a whole new low,
Emphasizing the depth of emotional low points.
That’s something I can’t control,
Acceptance of the inability to control the emotional state.
Things aren’t the same I know,
Recognition that the relationship has undergone a significant change.
That’s just the way it go,
Resignation to the fact that life unfolds in unpredictable ways.
I’m tryna play my role,
Continued effort to fulfill personal responsibilities despite emotional turmoil.
But you’re someone I can’t let go and act like I’m fine,
The struggle to let go of someone significant while maintaining a facade of composure.
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