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Drowning in Echoes: Lexy Grizzle's Poetic Reflection on Self-Discovery and LoveLyrics
Im drowning in my thoughts again
Feeling overwhelmed and consumed by one's thoughts.
My minds still a mess after all the
The mind is still chaotic despite attempts to fix it.
Things i tried to fix it with
Failed efforts to address and resolve inner turmoil.
Im scared of losing myself
Fear of losing one's own identity.
Im scared of ruining you
Fear of negatively impacting or hurting someone else.
Im afraid ill fall deeper
Apprehension about sinking further into emotional distress.
Into this hole my head
Describing the mental struggle as a deep hole.
Has dug for me
Acknowledging the self-destructive nature of one's thoughts.
I watched the river flow to the sea
Observing the flow of a river and drawing a parallel to life.
And i want that to be like you and me
Desire for a relationship to be as natural and effortless as the river's flow.
We can grow together
Expressing a wish to grow and evolve together.
Like a bird who lost its feathers
Comparing personal growth to a bird regaining its feathers.
I blare my music in the car
Using music as a coping mechanism or distraction.
To drown out all the sounds it makes
Trying to drown out troubling thoughts and emotions.
Would you still sing if my car had no radio
Pondering if external factors affect a partner's commitment.
Im scared of myself so that thought
Fearful of one's own actions and the impact on oneself.
kinda kills me
The fear of self-destructive thoughts is emotionally painful.
I watched my sadness flow
Observing and letting go of emotions like sadness.
Down the drain
Symbolizing the release of negative emotions.
And i want that to be
Desire for an end to personal struggles and pain.
The end of me
Expressing a wish for personal transformation.
We can grow together
Reiteration of the desire to grow and change together.
Like the changing of the weather
Comparing personal growth to the changing of the weather.
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