Grow Up
Navigating Relationships: Embracing Growth Amidst Turmoil
Lyrics
In a moping condition but I've been hoping and wishing
Despite feeling down, I've been hoping that you're handling life and thinking about me.
That you've been coping with living and thinking I'm going missing
I've been wishing that you're coping with life, aware that I might be absent from your thoughts.
I know that we're seeming distant I show that I'm not the same
I acknowledge the distance between us and show that I've changed in some ways.
You own a feeling that's different but grow content with the pain
You have a unique sensation, but you're becoming comfortable with the pain it brings.
I'm inconsistent with lack of effort that's given in vein
I'm inconsistent and haven't put in enough effort, leading to wasted attempts.
I've been persistently slacking lesser and never ashamed
I've consistently been slacking off and feeling no shame about it.
To say that I make decisions after my temper retains
I tend to make decisions when I'm upset, influenced by my emotions.
Decay additions the faster you circumvent your complaints
The more you avoid expressing your grievances, the faster they accumulate.
You know what
You said you'd always be there for me but you'd never show up
You promised support but consistently failed to show up when I needed you, causing frustration as I carry a heavy burden. I turn to coping mechanisms while you keep telling me to mature.
I had the world on top my shoulder and you told me hold up
-When you're the reason that I'm down you know I gotta roll up
-And even though I'm getting older you still tell me grow up
-You said you'd always be there for me but you'd never show up
-I had the world on top my shoulder and you told me hold up
-When you're the reason that I'm down you know I gotta roll up
-And even though I'm getting older you still tell me grow up
-I've been looking for a reason to ease in what you believe in
I've been searching for a way to align with your beliefs and values.
There's treason and there's deceiving
There's betrayal and dishonesty in our relationship. As I distance myself, it seems you find it satisfying, despite the pain it causes.
I'm leaving and now you're grieving
-Perceiving nobody's even it seems you find it appeasing
-Revealing some of your demons
You're revealing some of your inner struggles and letting go of negative influences.
Releasing those evil beings
-Concealing what you're conceiving is leading to your demise
You're hiding what's troubling you, and it's leading to your downfall. I hope you realize this soon.
I hope that you're not surprised the moment you realize
-The answer is in your eyes
The truth is evident in your actions, and I hope you're willing to find a middle ground.
I hope that you compromise
-I'm tired of all the lies whatever you say defies
I'm tired of your lies, which contradict everything you claim.
You know what
A repetition of the frustration caused by broken promises and your insistence on me growing up despite your absence and the weight I carry.
You said you'd always be there for me but you'd never show up
-I had the world on top my shoulder and you told me hold up
-When you're the reason that I'm down you know I gotta roll up
-And even though I'm getting older you still tell me grow up
-You said you'd always be there for me but you'd never show up
-I had the world on top my shoulder and you told me hold up
-When you're the reason that I'm down you know I gotta roll up
-And even though I'm getting older you still tell me grow up
-Grow up, you still tell me Grow Up
Despite my aging, you persist in telling me to mature, adding to the strain of our relationship.
Grow up, you still tell me Grow Up
-Grow up, you still tell me Grow Up
-Even though I'm getting older you still tell me Grow Up
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