Lyrics
They told me I'm a juiced up, Warn out, sad sap
Feeling depleted and worn out, perceived as a sad and exhausted person.
And I can't figure out what I'm trying to do here
Expressing confusion about one's purpose or direction in the current situation.
Except stand around and be a dick
Acknowledging a tendency to stand around idly and behave negatively.
But for God's sake, I won't lie
Committing to honesty, even in difficult circumstances.
I'll say it all and I'll be right
Expressing a willingness to speak the truth and stand by it.
It can't be helped, it can't be scrubbed out
Recognizing that certain aspects cannot be changed or erased.
From the floorboards to the black-lights
Describing the pervasive nature of challenges from the floorboards to the black-lights.
I'll fight first
Repetition emphasizing a commitment to fighting first in various situations.
I'll fight first
-I'll fight first
-I'll fight first
-I'll fight first
-I'll fight first
-I'll fight first
-And the call for transparency
Referencing a demand for transparency, possibly in relationships or society.
At the bus stop and the doormat
Mentioning locations like a bus stop and doormat in connection with the call for transparency.
Well I saw through all that
Having a skeptical view and seeing through superficial aspects.
I found, I found holes in that
Finding flaws or inconsistencies in the presented information or situations.
And the basest of all lives
Describing a basic and essential aspect of life where one denies vulnerability.
You swore you never cry
Recalling a commitment to not showing emotions such as crying.
And the times will get harder now
Anticipating difficult times that will test resilience and push individuals down.
And push us further down
-You say you're always right
Pointing out a perceived self-righteousness and a constant feeling of being wronged by others.
And we're always wrong
-I heard, I heard you cry
Referencing the awareness of someone's emotional state, potentially indicating a separation or loss.
I heard, I heard you're gone
-It's now, it always was
Emphasizing the present moment and the inevitability of departure.
Until we had to go
-Well it sucks to seep it out
Expressing discomfort in revealing or acknowledging certain thoughts or feelings.
From the storeroom of my mind
Mentioning a mental storeroom where various thoughts and emotions are kept.
All the colors that I wanted to hold
Desiring to retain certain positive and vibrant aspects represented by colors.
When the fog that grows insane
Describing the persistent intrusion of unsettling thoughts that are hard to forget.
That I Can't get out my mind
-Can you tell me what I used to know, oh
-We'll fight first
Repetition emphasizing a collective commitment to fighting first in various situations.
We'll fight first
-We'll fight first
-We'll fight first
-We'll fight first
-We'll fight first
-We'll fight first
-We'll fight first
-We'll fight first
-We'll fight first
-We'll fight first
-We'll fight first
-We'll fight first
-We'll fight first
-We'll fight first
-We'll fight first
Final repetition underlining the determination to fight first.
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