Unstable
Unstable Emotions: A Heart-Wrenching Journey of Love and Fear
Lyrics
This cancer is killing me
This illness is causing immense suffering for me.
As much as it's killing you
It's inflicting a similar level of pain on you.
If it takes you away from me
If it separates us, I'm unsure how I'll cope.
I don't know what I would do
I'm uncertain how I would handle that situation.
Just try for some peace of mind
I attempt to find inner calm and tranquility.
But it's so hard to find
However, achieving peace of mind is incredibly challenging.
It's so hard to just sit and wait
It's difficult to endure the wait.
And wait some more
Continuously waiting without a resolution.
Staring at the door
Observing, fixedly anticipating something.
Skim through the magazines
Flipping through magazines, attempting to distract from reality.
Pretend like everything's gonna be alright
Pretending that everything will eventually be okay.
Although you know it won't be
Though deep down, acknowledging it won't.
Unstable
A state of emotional instability.
It's hard to be the one who's strong
It's challenging to be the pillar of strength.
Who's always got a shoulder to cry on
Being the reliable support for others in distress.
Who's got a shoulder for me?
Questioning who will support me when I need it.
When I'm about to breakdown
When I'm on the verge of collapsing emotionally.
You're never around
You're absent when I need support.
But maybe it's better that way
Perhaps it's better that way to lessen your burden.
You've got enough to worry about
You have your own overwhelming concerns.
You've got your hands full don't you
Can't you recognize it?
Don't you see?
The suffering affects both of us profoundly.
This cancer is killing me
The illness is affecting me intensely.
Like it's killing you
Similar to how it's affecting you emotionally.
Mentally
The toll on mental health is significant.
Unstable
Emotionally unsteady or fragile.
And all I really want to know is if she's going to be alright
Concern about the well-being of someone.
'cause she's benn in there a long, long time
They've been inside for an extended duration.
And I've been out here losing my mind
While I've been outside, feeling mentally distressed.
You're scared
Feeling fear.
You're frightened
Experiencing intense fear and worry.
You're so afraid of what he may say
Apprehensive about what might be communicated.
But you try and be brave
Attempting to display courage despite fear.
For me sitting impatiently
Waiting anxiously on behalf of another.
In the lobby of emergency
In the waiting area of the emergency room.
You burst on through that door with this look on your face
You enter the room with an expression of extreme emotion.
I've never seen before
A look that's unfamiliar, intense.
You explode into endless tears
You burst into uncontrollable tears.
Whisper in my ear
You whisper something heartbreaking to me.
Baby
Expressing affectionate concern.
Baby
Repeatedly pleading or expressing sorrow.
I've only got one more year
A limited time frame remains.
Unstable
A state of emotional instability persists.
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