Lyrics
Oh it's killing me
Expressing intense emotional pain or distress.
There’s a tumor of hate that growing inside of me
Describing a growing resentment or negativity within.
It's getting bigger and tries to consume me
Feeling overwhelmed as negativity tries to take over.
I know death will set me free
Contemplating that death might bring relief from suffering.
Drenched in sweat
Physical manifestation of stress through sweating.
I hear voices inside my head
Hearing disturbing inner thoughts or emotions.
I'm becoming their pet
Feeling controlled or influenced by negative thoughts.
I ignore them as a threat
Choosing to ignore the negative thoughts as a defense.
They show me real dark shit
Experiencing or being shown disturbing realities.
Knock me out of orbit
Feeling disoriented or disrupted from normal life.
I could try to forgive
Considering forgiveness as a response to negativity.
But unable to erase it
Struggling to erase or forget negative experiences.
Oh it's killing me
Reiterating the impact of internal distress.
There’s a tumor of hate that growing inside of me
Highlighting the growth of internal negativity.
It's getting bigger and tries to consume me
Expressing the overpowering nature of negativity.
I know death will set me free
Repeating the idea that death may bring relief.
But I failed to deliver
Acknowledging failure to find relief through death.
Because I'm scared of the mean grim reaper
Fearing the concept of death personified as the grim reaper.
I’ve got a feeling he's close around
Sensing the presence of death or danger.
I think he's out to get me now
Believing that death is actively pursuing.
Lose your blindfold
Encouraging self-awareness and facing reality.
Then try to regain control
Advising to regain control over one's life.
Over your mind, body, and soul
Emphasizing control over mind, body, and soul.
Or this world is gonna swallow you whole
Warning of the consequences of losing control.
See I may look like I'm feeling fine
Appearing fine externally while struggling internally.
But I'm barely standing on my feet
Barely coping with stress and emotional burden.
I’m stressed out of my mind and you're still buying time
Expressing frustration at others delaying or avoiding problems.
I can't wait to rest in peace
Eagerly anticipating rest from suffering through death.
You're still buying time
Repeating the frustration with others procrastinating.
While I can't wait to rest in peace
Reiterating the desire for peace through death.
Stressed out of my fucking mind
Expressing extreme stress and impatience.
I can't wait to rest in peace
Repeating the longing for peace through death.
Rest in peace
Final expression of the desire for peace in death.
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