Lyrics
I thought I'm free
I believed I had freedom
You got me on my knees
You have put me in a vulnerable position
I wish you would forgive me
I desire your forgiveness
For the promises broken
I apologize for not keeping my promises
What's your deal, Is it in my head
Are you genuine, or is it just my perception?
I know I messed up bad so just blame it on me
I acknowledge my significant mistakes, take responsibility
Been MIA, trying to forget what we said
I've been absent, trying to erase our past conversations
Spent all my life thinkin you just want me dead
I spent my life thinking you wished me harm
Like who
Questioning the identity of those who wish me harm
What do you think I do
What do you believe I am capable of?
Swear I just sit in my room
I assure you, I spend my time contemplating alone
You don't want me reaching heaven
You don't want me to achieve a heavenly state
No I don't wanna say it (say it)
I hesitate to express it
I know I'm a little bit crazy (crazy)
I acknowledge my eccentricity
You told me that you wished that I hated (hated)
You expressed a desire for me to harbor resentment
The rest of my life without you
Imagining a life without you for the rest of my days
Maybe I shouldn't worry about it anymore
Contemplating not worrying about it any longer
Maybe I should get out of my house a little more
Considering leaving my residence more often
Find a new place to get laced on the floor
Exploring new places, potentially indulging in substances
Fighting what you told me when I left you at the door
Struggling with the memories of leaving you at the door
Left you at the door
Left you at the door (repeated)
Left you at the door
-Why, you're still in my head
Questioning why thoughts of you persist in my mind
What's your deal, Is it in my head
Are you genuine, or is it just my perception? (repeated)
I know I messed up bad so just blame it on me
I acknowledge my significant mistakes, take responsibility (repeated)
Been MIA, trying to forget what we said
I've been absent, trying to erase our past conversations (repeated)
Spent all my life thinkin you just want me dead
I spent my life thinking you wished me harm (repeated)
Like who
Questioning the identity of those who wish me harm (repeated)
What do you think I do
What do you believe I am capable of? (repeated)
Swear I just sit in my room
I assure you, I spend my time contemplating alone (repeated)
You don't want me reaching heaven
You don't want me to achieve a heavenly state (repeated)
What's your deal, Is it in my head
Are you genuine, or is it just my perception? (repeated)
I know I messed up bad so just blame it on me
I acknowledge my significant mistakes, take responsibility (repeated)
Been MIA, trying to forget what we said
I've been absent, trying to erase our past conversations (repeated)
Spent all my life thinkin you just want me dead
I spent my life thinking you wished me harm (repeated)
Like who
Questioning the identity of those who wish me harm (repeated)
What do you think I do
What do you believe I am capable of? (repeated)
Swear I just sit in my room
I assure you, I spend my time contemplating alone (repeated)
You don't want me reaching heaven
You don't want me to achieve a heavenly state (repeated)
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