Just Kidding
Navigating the Depths: Lil Ghosty's Struggle with Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
Play around all the time I'm jokin'
Expressing a playful demeanor, possibly masking deeper emotions.
Really I'm broken
Revealing genuine emotional pain and suffering.
All the time hurtin'
Continuing to experience hurt and distress consistently.
Life is heavy on my mind it's depressin'
Feeling weighed down by the challenges of life, leading to depression.
Cry out for help but no one gets it
Seeking help but facing a lack of understanding or support from others.
Yea I know it sounds edgy
Acknowledging that the expressed feelings may sound dark or intense.
If you say I can go let me
Desiring freedom or permission to go, possibly from emotional struggles.
But when I go don't test me
Warning against testing the speaker's resolve when deciding to leave.
The old me was so happy
Reflecting on a past, happier version of oneself.
Nowadays I'm Reactin'
Presently reacting to challenges, possibly with negative emotions.
I'll get back to rappin'
Expressing a commitment to return to the solace of rapping.
It's the only thing that makes me happy
Highlighting the therapeutic effect of rapping on the speaker's happiness.
Don't need breakup to feel heartbreak
Stating that heartbreak doesn't require a breakup, implying internal struggles.
She made me feel like a mistake
Describing a past relationship that made the speaker feel like a mistake.
Drowning can't inhale no uptake
Feeling overwhelmed and unable to breathe, metaphorically drowning.
This is the shit that I can't take
Expressing frustration with enduring difficult situations.
You ask me how I feel
Responding to a question about feelings, indicating a desire for understanding.
Then you tell me that shit ain't real
Receiving contradictory feedback, suggesting confusion or frustration.
How the fuck I'm supposed to feel
Expressing uncertainty about how to feel in the given circumstances.
Didn't ask for these emotions I can't deal
Feeling burdened by emotions that were not consciously chosen.
I know from who my heart I shield
Guarding the heart from potential pain or vulnerability.
Can't find my own love I steal
Struggling to find authentic love, resorting to stealing or imitating.
My emotions I conceal
Keeping inner feelings hidden and protected.
The old me was so happy
Recalling a past state of happiness, emphasizing a significant change.
Nowadays I'm Reactin'
Continuing to react to challenges in the present moment.
I'll get back to rappin'
Reiterating the intention to return to the therapeutic practice of rapping.
It's the only thing that makes me happy
Emphasizing the positive impact of rapping on the speaker's well-being.
Don't need breakup to feel heartbreak
Repeating the idea that heartbreak doesn't necessarily involve a breakup.
She made me feel like a mistake
Describing the emotional impact of a past relationship, reinforcing the sense of mistake.
Drowning can't inhale no uptake
Expressing a sense of suffocation and inability to find relief.
This is the shit that I can't take
Reiterating the frustration and difficulty of enduring challenging situations.
Ahh oh oh oh
Non-verbal expression of emotional distress or internal turmoil.
I can't deal
Conveying an inability to cope or manage with the presented emotions.
I can't feel
Expressing emotional numbness or an inability to perceive feelings.
Is this real
Questioning the reality of the situation, suggesting a sense of disbelief.
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