Lyrics
I've been getting so much money, drugs is all I wanna buy
I've been accumulating wealth, and my focus is on buying drugs.
If I had a dollar for every time that I get high
If I had a dollar for every time I got high, I would be wealthy.
But I'm just stuck up in my ways I don't even know if I can get out this place
I feel trapped in my current lifestyle and uncertain if I can change it.
But I pop a pill and I just feel so real
Using pills makes me feel a heightened sense of reality.
Everything I do I feel like I just need it still
Despite achieving things, there's a constant need for more.
Everything I do I think of you and it just kills
Every action reminds me of someone (possibly a past relationship), causing emotional pain.
Molly pop till the sun fucking rise
Engaging in drug use (Molly) until the morning.
Everything you said in my head it wasn't right
Reflecting on past words, feeling they were incorrect or misleading.
Everything you did in my head it wasn't fine
Reviewing past actions, realizing they were not acceptable.
Everything you did can't get out I don't know why
Feeling trapped by past mistakes and unable to move on.
Molly pop this time till I fucking die If you don't care then why should I
Continuing drug use (Molly) as a coping mechanism, questioning the significance of caring.
I remember days, all those sleepless damn nights
Reminiscing about challenging times and sleepless nights related to someone significant.
Couldn't do nothing, I had you on my mind
Feeling consumed by thoughts of a specific person during difficult moments.
I've been getting so much money, drugs is all I wanna buy
Reiterating the desire to use wealth for buying drugs.
If I had a dollar for every time that I get high
Reflecting on the frequency of getting high and its potential financial impact.
And I swear that I'd be rich by now but who knows where I'm going
Expressing uncertainty about the future and the direction of life.
All of these decisions that I'm making I'm just folding
Acknowledging making decisions and feeling uncertain or vulnerable.
But I swear I'm making money, but I swear I'm making paper too
Claiming to make money and accumulate assets despite uncertainties.
Swear these bitches bummy, yeah I know they all been ran through
Describing the perceived low value of certain people, particularly women.
Swear these niggas goofy, that's why I keep them on mute
Characterizing some men as foolish and keeping them at a distance.
Pull up with this drum and I've been shooting out the sun roof
Bringing violence into the narrative, potentially as a defense mechanism.
And I never trust nobody, that's just how it's always been
Emphasizing a deep-rooted lack of trust in others.
I ain't never trust a bitch that said I wouldn't make it
Reflecting on skepticism towards those who doubted success.
And I remember all those times you said you would slide
Recalling promises of loyalty and support that were not fulfilled.
But I remember all those times when you did lie
Remembering instances of dishonesty and broken trust.
And I remember all those times everything that you would say
Recollecting past words and actions of someone, possibly negative.
Always shitting on my name, didn't wanna see this fame
Experiencing criticism and negativity while pursuing fame.
And you would always keep me down, you never wanna see me up
Feeling held back and discouraged by someone close.
I would always keep you close but you just pushed me away
Expressing an effort to maintain closeness despite being pushed away.
All these drugs, all these friends, it was stabbing me now
Highlighting the negative impact of drugs and friends on personal well-being.
All these things that I did, it was coming back around
Confronting the consequences of past actions catching up.
Oh, I know it's all in my head but I can't get it out
Recognizing that certain thoughts are self-imposed and challenging to overcome.
Oh, I know it's all in my head but I can't get it out
Repeating the acknowledgment of self-imposed mental struggles.
I know it's all in my head but I can't
Affirming the awareness that mental struggles persist.
But I can't get it
Expressing difficulty in overcoming mental challenges.
All in my head but I can't get it out
Reiterating the struggle of dealing with internal conflicts.
I don't trust nobody, nobody, hey, hey, hey
Declaring a lack of trust in anyone.
Nobody, yeah, nobody, hey
Repeating the lack of trust in others.
I don't trust nobody, yeah nobody, hey, hey, hey
Affirming the general distrust of everyone.
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