Thought I Wouldnt Need You
Lost in Love's Twilight: Lil Relapse's Melodic Despair
Lyrics
It all started on a night when we driving in my car
Describing the beginning of a shared experience during a car ride at night.
We were laying on the ground and looking up at all the stars
Recollecting a moment of lying on the ground, gazing at the stars together.
Passing cars and movie stars
Observing passing cars and perhaps reflecting on celebrity or glamorous figures.
My time passed but now it's yours
Time has passed, and now the experience belongs to the other person.
Now it's yours
Emphasizing the shift of ownership or significance to the other person.
Cause I'm just fucked up without you
Expressing emotional distress and dependency on the other person.
And I'm wondering what to do
Questioning what to do in the absence of the significant other.
When you're gone and when you're happy but without me what will you do
Reflecting on the other person's happiness without the singer and anticipating their actions.
When the summers fading out
Describing the transition from summer to fall, a metaphor for a changing relationship.
And the leaves start falling down
Symbolizing the ending of a season and the beginning of a difficult period.
Changing colors leaving others behind me in the darkness all alone
Portraying the emotional turmoil of change and abandonment in darkness.
Recollections and protections of the soul I've left behind
Recalling and protecting memories of a soul left behind, possibly hinting at regret.
It's the same thing when the moon light hits your eyes in the night sky
Drawing parallels between moonlight and the impact of the other person on the singer's life.
Fireflies and how time flies
Referencing fireflies and the fleeting nature of time.
This is my last lullaby
Declaring that this is the final lullaby, suggesting an end to soothing or comforting gestures.
You won't come back
Expressing doubt about the other person's return.
I thought I wouldn't need you
Acknowledging a previous underestimation of the need for the other person.
I feel so sad
Conveying deep sadness resulting from the realization of dependence.
I just tried to please u
Admitting attempts to please the other person but facing apparent failure.
Cause I'm just fucked up without you
Reiterating emotional distress and dependence on the other person.
And I'm wondering what to do
Continuing to question what to do in the absence of the significant other.
When you're gone and when you're happy but without me what will you do
Repeating concerns about the other person's happiness without the singer.
When the summers fading out
Reiterating the metaphor of summer fading out and the challenges of the changing relationship.
And the leaves start falling down
Emphasizing the falling leaves as a symbol of the relationship's decline.
Changing colors leaving others behind me in the darkness all alone
Stressing the changing colors and the loneliness left behind in the darkness.
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