Lyrics
Back when I fought for recognition
Reflecting on a past struggle for acknowledgment or fame.
The hunger fueled my dedication
The intense desire for success drove dedication to the craft.
To my craft, swear I will make it
Determined to achieve success in the chosen artistic pursuit.
Houses on the hills, see how they living
Aspiring for a luxurious lifestyle with houses on hills.
But every story has some blood, just like Thanksgiving
Every success story has its challenges, likened to Thanksgiving's blood ties.
I done spent some nights alone, took way back when I was young
Recalling lonely nights from youth, pondering life's purpose.
Asking why I’m on this Earth, and how long it will last
Questioning existence and contemplating its duration.
I’ve been praying for my future, and I’m a product of my past
Praying for a positive future, acknowledging the impact of past experiences.
Sunday’s for the father, and we thankful for what we got
Recognizing gratitude on Sundays, especially towards the father figure.
I’ve been Soul Searching
Emphasizing the ongoing process of self-discovery and introspection.
I’ve been Soul Searching
-I’ve been Soul Searching
-I’ve been Soul Searching
-My thoughts are way too pressing
Feeling overwhelmed by intense thoughts.
I just need some introspection
Seeking time for self-reflection.
Every tunnel has a light
Optimism about finding solutions in challenging situations.
Every failure has a lesson
Learning from failures and setbacks.
I’ve been dealing with this pressure
Dealing with significant life pressures.
Ever since an Adolescent (Soul, Soul Searching)
Facing challenges since adolescence during the soul-searching journey.
Mama say rely on the people you know
Mother's advice to trust known individuals for support.
But I’m done relying
Choosing independence over reliance after facing betrayal.
Backstabbed and broken too many times
Experiencing betrayal and broken trust multiple times.
History is rewriting
Acknowledging the rewriting of personal history.
Found my way back, and I kept fighting
Resilience and determination led to finding the right path.
Kept striving, looking for other ways
Persistence and exploration for alternative routes.
It’s a lesson, to treats others kindly, and receive the blessing
Learning the importance of kindness and receiving blessings.
Did some soul searching, and I found the reason
Discovering the purpose through soul searching.
This is the start of life, set goals to make sure I rest nice
Viewing life as a new beginning, setting goals for a comfortable life.
To get a slice, of the bread
Striving for success and financial security.
To make sure my family fed
Prioritizing family well-being and sustenance.
Keep my circle tight, I need honesty
Emphasizing the importance of honesty in interpersonal relationships.
Man I’m more about quality over quantity
Valuing quality connections over a large social circle.
Working hard to make sure I’m satisfied
Working diligently to achieve personal satisfaction.
Make sure I don’t have a limit
Aspiring to break limitations and exceed expectations.
I’m the movie, girl, you're just in it
Asserting individuality in life, contrasting with others.
Soul Searching, I’ve been Soul Searching (Yeah)
Reiterating the ongoing process of soul searching.
I’ve been Soul Searching
-I’ve been Soul Searching
-I’ve been Soul Searching
-Mama says rely, on the people you know but I’m done relying
Reaffirming independence and resilience despite past betrayals.
Backstabbed and broken too many times
-History is rewriting
-I’ve been Soul Searching
-I’ve been Soul Searching
Continuing the journey of self-discovery and introspection.
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