Lyrics
Sure I have a life of sins but I'm still trying to repent…
Suggests acknowledgment of past wrongdoings and a desire to seek forgiveness.
And all the good times that were earned were from the tough times that were spent
Implies that positive experiences come from enduring difficult times.
Feels like my life is over but I'm barely getting started
Feeling as if life has progressed significantly, despite being at an early stage.
Every time I look around it feels like life is getting harder
Perceiving life as increasingly challenging with each passing moment.
But I'm smart enough to never trade or barter with my life
Refuses to compromise life for anything, remaining cautious.
They could be armored with a knife so tonight I'm fight or flight
Ready to confront challenges aggressively rather than yielding.
I need a guiding light to bring me back and tell me where I lack
Seeking guidance to identify personal shortcomings.
The thing I hate the most is when you tell me how to act
Dislikes being instructed on how to behave.
I like the way you impact my ideas and activities
Appreciates someone's influence on thoughts and actions.
I like it when you take away negativity's legitimacy
Enjoys the removal of negativity's influence.
But I don't know if we would fit I'm well equipped to take this road alone
Feels capable of navigating life alone, unsure of compatibility with others.
And in all honesty, I don't need a hitch like a motor home
Doesn't desire dependencies like a motor home, preferring independence.
A lonely rolling stone who's never pickin up the phone
Describes oneself as detached and isolated.
But hell no Imma show em how these bad days come and go
Determined to showcase resilience in facing tough times.
When you around a lot of love, a good amount is gonna turn out fake
Warns of fake emotions in environments abundant with love.
And what you leave behind is written down in what you make
Your legacy is shaped by what you create and leave behind.
Sin and tragedy are inscribed inside your fate
Suggests that struggles and tragedy are inherent in destiny.
So the humble or unrighteous path, which one you gonna take?
Presents a choice between humility and unrighteousness in life's path.
Prayin to God as I steady lift this flame to a blunt
Praying while indulging in self-soothing habits, seeking solace.
I know I can't and I won't get everything that I want
Recognizes the impossibility of fulfilling every desire.
Cause everything that I want will be different in 10 years
Anticipates changing desires and priorities over time.
What meant a lot to me before only gets pretend tears
Things that once held importance eventually lose significance.
Instead of forgetting years I wanna make a few things clear
Expresses a desire for clarity instead of forgetting past experiences.
The motions set in gear disguised as doubt, regret, and fear are set in place so I can check the mirror, take the wheel, and steer
Recognizes personal doubts and fears as motivators for self-reflection and control.
Life is far from over, still make the most of it while im here
Despite challenges, emphasizes the importance of making the most of life.
In light of this
Transition to a new thought or perspective.
I medicate with more than vitamins
Using substances beyond vitamins to cope with challenges.
Cause devils offer deals with more strings attached than violins
Warning about deceptive deals with hidden obligations.
Stackin mileage
Accumulating life experiences, possibly referring to personal growth.
Making righteousness the sight I miss
Aiming to prioritize righteousness despite moments of confusion.
Life will take a red heart, once bright and turn it violet
Life's hardships can change one's once bright disposition.
I need that real love, the kind i always hope I find again
Desires genuine love, longing for its rediscovery.
See the smallest spark of luck, like fuck it then I'm buyin in
Willingness to embrace even small opportunities or luck.
I'm on the hunt for wisdom pray for strength in my defiances
Seeking wisdom and strength through challenging moments.
I don't mean to vent, I repent for this life of sin
Expresses remorse and seeks redemption for a life marked by wrongdoing.
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