Lyrics
It's the start of the beginning
Expressing the beginning of a new phase or journey.
But it's like my world is ending
Despite the start, the speaker feels like their world is coming to an end, suggesting a sense of despair.
Every strike's a goal conceded
Each setback or failure is viewed as conceding a goal, indicating continuous struggles or defeats.
That's how I'm dead inside
Feeling emotionally numb or lifeless due to the challenges faced.
Everyone keeps on complaining
Others around the speaker consistently voice dissatisfaction.
Bout the type of life I'm living
Complaints about the speaker's lifestyle, suggesting judgment or criticism.
Can't explain the way I'm feeling
The speaker is unable to articulate their emotions adequately.
They all think I'm alive but I'm Dead inside
Despite external perceptions, the speaker feels emotionally dead inside.
Too many days I feel lonely
Frequent experiences of loneliness.
Too many ways I was broken
The speaker has been through numerous hardships and challenges.
Nobody paid for my stories
Others have not acknowledged or supported the speaker's struggles.
That was written without the glory
The speaker's stories or experiences were not recognized or celebrated.
So I kept talking to me
The speaker engages in self-talk as a coping mechanism.
Kept together the pieces
Working to piece together fragments of their life or identity.
I turned my story series
The speaker has transformed their life story into a series, gaining attention from others.
Now they cannot stop but keep watching
Despite challenges, others are now paying attention to the speaker's narrative.
They wrote me down
Others have criticized or rejected the speaker.
Threw me out
The speaker was discarded or dismissed.
But they just couldn't take my crown
Despite challenges, the speaker's sense of worth or achievement remains intact.
They said I wouldn't fit in they plans
Others doubted the speaker's ability to fit into their plans or expectations.
I was looked at then put aside
The speaker was observed but not included or valued.
Threw my sound to the grownd
The speaker's creative expression was rejected or devalued.
They told me I was a waste of time
Others deemed the speaker a waste of time.
But I ain't giving up here I am
Despite setbacks, the speaker remains persistent and resilient.
But I still feel like
Despite the progress, the speaker still feels a sense of emptiness or dissatisfaction.
It's the start of the beginning
Reiterating the start of a new phase or journey.
But it's like my world is ending
The contradiction between a new beginning and a feeling of impending doom persists.
Every strike's a goal conceded
Every setback is likened to conceding a goal, emphasizing the ongoing struggles.
That's how I'm dead inside
Reiteration of feeling emotionally dead inside despite external appearances.
Everyone keeps on complaining
Others continue to voice dissatisfaction with the speaker's lifestyle.
Bout the type of life I'm living
Similar to line 6, complaints about the speaker's life choices persist.
Can't explain the way I'm feeling
The speaker struggles to explain or express their internal emotional state.
They all think I'm alive but I'm Dead inside
Despite external perceptions, the speaker feels emotionally dead inside (repeated from line 8).
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