Nightmares
Nocturnal Demons: Lil Trashy's Haunting Journey Through Nightmares
Lyrics
(J gon' give me xans for the flight, yeah)
J is providing Xanax for the speaker's flight.
(You can catch a body on, body on, body on)
Expressing the potential for violence.
I don't ever sleep at night
The speaker struggles with insomnia.
When I need it, I know J gon' give me xans for the flight
Confidence in J providing Xanax for the speaker.
Lately I've been feeling alright, yeah
The speaker has been feeling alright lately.
You can catch a body on sight
Suggests the possibility of violent actions on sight.
Seen you in my nightmares
Recurring nightmares featuring someone unfair and standing nearby.
In my nightmares
-In my nightmares
-Seen you in my nightmares
-In my nightmares
-She don't fight fair
-In my nightmares
-I see you standing right there
-You look familiar, bitch I've seen you in my nightmares
Recognition of a familiar and unsettling presence.
In the mirror right behind me standing right there
-I was losing my mind, different night, a different room
Reflecting on mental struggles, substance use, and nightmares.
Guess I felt a little better off the xans and off the shrooms
-Rest In Peace to all my ones that left the earth too fuckin' soon
-Take another pill I might just end up on the moon
-Think too much, the only time I ever lose
-Is at night, in my room, when I have nightmares about you
-Do the most, you know I do the most
Describing extravagant lifestyle and a desire for escape.
And this chain around my neck, it's way too heavy, I might choke
-Diamonds on me white, Danny phantom, bitch I'm goin' ghost
-Close my eyes and see you next to me, just posted rolling dope
-I think I need some clarity
Seeking clarity and acknowledgment of internal struggles.
I think I need something to remind me I'm not the enemy (yeah)
-But this won't be the end of me
-The reason I can't sleep at night
The source of the speaker's nighttime restlessness is their inner demons.
You know I keep my demons right here
-Seen you in my nightmares
Reiteration of encountering an unfair presence in nightmares.
In my nightmares
-In my nightmares
-Seen you in my nightmares
-In my nightmares
-She don't fight fair
-In my nightmares
-I see you standing right there
-Smoking loud, I think it's talking to the voices in my head
Dealing with inner voices, financial concerns, and personal losses.
Telling me to keep on shining and to keep on chasin' bread
-Hide my money with the monsters living underneath my bed
-Spend my checks all with the gang cuz you can't take it when you dead
-Worried 'bout my little bro they're taking him away
-Perky's got me feeling little low, I think I need a break
-And you know it's been a minute now, since you went away
-When it's dark inside my room I keep on thinking 'bout that day
-Holy Ghost I copped the Holy Ghost
Ownership of valuable possessions and reminiscing about the past.
Got this glacier on my wrist, the ice too much, I make it float
-Pour a four and reminisce about the days, let's have toast
-Wish that I'd forget the memories, you know they hurt the most
-But I don't need your charity
Independence and not needing validation from others.
I don't need to try to be someone to keep you next to me (yeah)
-Everything keeps stressing me
Stressful experiences impacting the speaker's ability to sleep.
The reason I can't sleep at night
-She's hangin' with my demons right here
-I don't ever sleep at night
Repetition of the speaker's struggle with sleep and potential violence.
When I need it, I know J gon' give me xans for the flight
-Lately I've been feeling alright, yeah
-You can catch a body on sight
-Seen you in my nightmares
Continued depiction of recurring nightmares and an unfair presence.
In my nightmares
-In my nightmares
-Seen you in my nightmares
-In my nightmares
-She don't fight fair
-In my nightmares
-I see you standing right there
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