Lyrics
My toxic trait
Reflecting on a negative aspect of the speaker's personality or behavior.
Giving my love, My time, My energy
Investing love, time, and energy in relationships where the reciprocation is lacking.
To those who'd never do the same for me, To those who'd never do the same for me
Expressing disappointment in those who don't reciprocate the speaker's efforts.
Excuses and justification
Acknowledging the presence of excuses and justifications in relationships.
Concealing these scars from the self mutilation
Concealing emotional scars resulting from self-destructive behavior.
Chasing these bullets for harmony
Seeking peace or resolution by pursuing risky paths or behaviors.
The heart bleeds for what we will never be
Expressing emotional pain for a relationship that will never materialize.
I remain close, Having you in my life
Maintaining proximity to someone despite the unhealthy and unequal nature of the relationship.
In an unhealthy, Unequal way
Highlighting the imbalance and detriment in the speaker's connection with the other person.
As a convenience factor is better than becoming an afterthought of yesterday
Choosing convenience over being forgotten, even if it's not the best choice.
Hold onto the pipe dream
Clutching onto an unrealistic hope or aspiration.
That one day I'll be enough
Desiring to be considered sufficient or satisfactory in the eyes of the other person.
My patience rewarded, Put myself last at my own expense
Waiting patiently while neglecting personal well-being, putting others first at a cost.
Draining myself until there's nothing left
Depleting oneself emotionally until there is nothing left.
I want you to think of me
Expressing a desire for the other person to remember the speaker.
As the one that got away
Wishing to be remembered as someone significant who was not retained.
The narrative's buried in my head
Indicating that the speaker's thoughts are burdened with a hidden story or narrative.
An emotional masochist, Wrapped around your finger, You're the catalyst
Acknowledging a tendency to derive emotional pleasure from pain, with the other person being the cause.
Glimpses and moments turn to false potential
Moments and possibilities turning out to be deceptive or misleading.
The heart bleeds for what we'll never be
Reiterating emotional pain for a relationship that will never come to fruition.
My toxic trait, Giving my love, My time, My energy
Repeating the acknowledgment of a toxic trait, investing in relationships without reciprocation.
To those who'd never do the same for me
Reiterating the disappointment in those who don't reciprocate the speaker's efforts.
To those who'd never do the same for me
-Excuses and justification, Concealing these scars from the self mutilation
Repeating the presence of excuses and justifications in relationships.
Chasing these bullets for harmony, The heart bleeds for what we will never be
Persisting in seeking harmony despite the inevitable pain of an unrealized relationship.
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