Lyrics
Must've been a lil' lost for some time
Feeling a bit lost for a while
I've got you on my mind
Thinking about you constantly
And I guess I'm always wrong
Feeling consistently mistaken
Because I know you're always right
Believing that you're always correct
I've got cracks in my bones
Experiencing vulnerability and weaknesses
And terror in my soul
Deep fear within
Too busy searching for my own death
Too preoccupied with self-destructive thoughts to find a way back home
To find my way home take me
Seeking a path to return home
Yeah, I know I spend way too
Spending excessive time in emotions
Much time up in my feelings
Difficulty dealing with inner struggles
But I never really found a way
No effective way to handle personal demons
To deal with all my demons
Desiring to go back home
(Just take me home) so I stay shut
Remaining closed off emotionally
And what I wouldn't give to wake up
Wishing for a renewed sense of purpose
Feeling like there's something in this
Longing for genuine connections amidst superficial love
World other than fake love
Yearning to find authentic love and meaning
(Find my way home, take me)
Seeking a way back home
So fuckin' broke, I'm almost bankrupt
Financially strained and nearly bankrupt
Too scared to quit my job
Fearful of losing stability by changing jobs
I can't take the fucking pay cut
Unable to afford a decrease in income
(Just take me home) bottle it inside of me
Internalizing emotions
Leave this world behind me
Wishing to escape this world
Wishin' I could ever find the strength
Struggling to make morally right choices
To do the right thing
Desiring the strength to do what's right
(Find my way home, take me) 'Cause one day
Understanding mortality
I'll be dust up in this earth
Recognizing the transient nature of life
And if I'm lucky meantime
Hoping to discover self-worth
Then I'll find some self-worth
Seeking value in oneself
(Just take me home)
Yearning to return home
My demons fucking devious
Battling tricky inner demons
They speaking through your words
Feeling influenced by inner struggles reflected in others' words
This life is so tedious and everybody hurts
Finding life monotonous and painful for everyone
So (Find my way home, take me)
Seeking a way back home despite feeling cursed
Why I feel so fucking cursed then?
Confused about feeling cursed despite wisdom from unexpected sources
Sometimes the dumbest people say
Irony in simplicity and wisdom of certain individuals
The smartest fuckin' words
Recognizing unexpected intelligence in seemingly simple people
(Just take me home)
Longing for a change
It's time to find life to fill in my chest
Searching for fulfillment in life
But I fucked it up again
Repeatedly making mistakes as a norm
Still what I do best
Being accustomed to making mistakes
(Find my way home, take me)
Seeking a way back home
Must've been a lil' lost for some time
Feeling a bit lost for a while (repeated)
I've got you on my mind
Constantly thinking about you (repeated)
And I guess I'm always wrong
Consistently feeling mistaken (repeated)
Because I know you're always right
Believing that you're always right (repeated)
I've got cracks in my bones
Experiencing vulnerability and weaknesses (repeated)
And terror in my soul
Deep fear within (repeated)
Too busy searching for my own death
Too preoccupied with self-destructive thoughts to find a way back home (repeated)
To find my way home take me
Seeking
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