Lyrics
I don't want to love you anymore but I've got nothing I could ever hate you for
I no longer want to love you, but I can't find anything to genuinely hate you for.
And I don't want to miss you
I don't want to feel the absence of you.
Wish I could ask you if you were also crying on you're floor
I wish I could ask if you were also experiencing emotional pain.
I wish that we'd fight and that you'd left me crying because then maybe I could persuade My mind to think that I hate you for something you did
I wish we had arguments, and you hurt me, so I could convince myself that I hate you for something specific.
But you were as perfect as perfect could get
You were as perfect as perfection allows.
I wish you had cheated so I could villainize you
I wish you had cheated on me so I could paint you as a villain.
And though I'll never mean it
Even though I say it, I don't truly mean it.
I wish I didn't like you
I wish I didn't have feelings for you.
Because then I could talk shit with my friends about you
If I didn't like you, I could gossip about you with my friends.
They'd say you were a dick and that they never liked you
My friends would criticize you, claiming they never liked you (even if they did).
But they did
They pretended not to like you, but they did.
So is it sick if I wish you cheated
Is it twisted that I wish you had cheated on me?
You texted me Happy Birthday just a little too late because I've already changed all the Things that you'd say
Your belated Happy Birthday message came too late; I've moved on from the things you used to say.
So I'll blow out my candles and wish to move on because I'd probably handle this better If you actually did something wrong
I'll make a wish to move on while blowing out my birthday candles, as it would be easier if you actually did something wrong.
I wish that we'd fight and that you'd left me crying
I wish we had conflicts that led to me crying.
Because then maybe I could persuade my mind to think that I hate you for something You did
If we fought, maybe I could convince myself to hate you for a specific reason.
But you were as perfect as perfect could get
You were as perfect as perfection allows.
And even if I could I would never wish you away
Even if I could, I wouldn't wish you away.
But if life were as perfect as you then I wish that you'd stayed
If life were as perfect as you, I wish you had stayed.
But I never get what I want
I rarely get what I desire.
So I guess I'll take what I can get
I'll accept what I can get and wish you had cheated on me so I could portray you as a villain.
And wish you cheated so I could villainize you
Even though I say it, I don't truly mean it.
And though I'll never mean it
I wish I didn't have feelings for you.
I wish I didn't like you
If I didn't like you, I could gossip about you with my friends.
Because then I could talk shit with my friends about you they'd say you were a dick and That they never liked you
My friends would criticize you, claiming they never liked you (even if they did).
But they did
They pretended not to like you, but they did.
So is it sick if I wish you cheated
Is it twisted that I wish you had cheated on me?
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