Lyrics
I can feel the holes in my brain
I sense emptiness or gaps in my thoughts or emotions.
Nothin' feels the same when
Life loses its usual quality when certain conditions are not met.
I can't hold you i breathe you in my lungs
When I can't physically embrace you, I still feel your presence deeply.
Yeah, you take me to a place where
You bring me to a special, comforting place.
You take away the pain no one can hurt me
You provide solace, shielding me from pain inflicted by others.
Wish I could shoot you in my veins
Expressing a desire for a more intense connection, like injecting your essence.
But soon I'll be by myself without you, baby
An anticipation of being alone in the near future without the comforting presence.
Tied up in this place all alone
Feeling confined or restricted in a place without your companionship.
I try every time to leave you out of love
Struggling to detach from love, attempting to distance oneself emotionally.
You crawl into my skin and come home
Your influence is so profound that you become an inseparable part of me.
Every time you leave
Each time you depart, it feels like you take everything meaningful with you.
You leave with everything
Departing is not merely physical; it involves taking away emotional completeness.
Every time you leave, you know no better me
Every departure results in a version of me that lacks improvement or growth.
Every time you leave
Similar sentiment to line 14, emphasizing the impact of leaving.
You leave with everything
Repetition of the theme of departing and its effects on the self.
Every time you leave, you know no better me
Reiteration of the idea that leaving diminishes the best version of me.
Hold my thought on Monday, you're estranged
Mentally isolating thoughts about you on a Monday, highlighting distance.
If you want me, you could take me away
An invitation or desire for the person to take control and remove them from this mental state.
I wish I never knew your name
Expressing regret for knowing the person, wishing to undo that connection.
I loved the way you taste
Fond memories of the physical experience of being with you.
From a distance, I can hear you say my name
Hearing your name from a distance, suggesting a sense of longing or separation.
You act so pure, I know you're laced
Recognizing that despite outward appearances, there's a hidden, possibly negative aspect.
But soon I'll be by myself without you, baby
Anticipating solitude without the person, acknowledging the upcoming emotional struggle.
Tied up in this place all alone
Being confined and alone in a place without the comforting presence.
I try every time to leave you out of love
Repeating the attempt to distance oneself from love, but it remains challenging.
You crawl into my skin and come home
The person's influence becomes deeply ingrained in the speaker, returning despite efforts.
Every time you leave
Reiteration of the emotional toll of every departure, taking away everything significant.
You leave with everything
Departing involves taking away not just physical presence but also emotional completeness.
Every time you leave, you know no better me
Each departure results in a version of the self that lacks improvement or growth.
Every time you leave
Emphasizing the theme of departing and its profound impact on the speaker.
You leave with everything
Similar sentiment to line 33, highlighting the diminishing effect of leaving.
Every time you leave, you know no better me
Repetition of the idea that leaving diminishes the best version of the speaker.
But soon I'll be by myself without you, baby
Anticipating the impending solitude without the person, acknowledging the emotional struggle.
Tied up in this place all alone
Being confined and alone in a place without the comforting presence.
I try every time to leave you out of love
Continuing the struggle to distance oneself from love, facing the challenge alone.
You crawl into my skin and come home
The person's influence persists, crawling back into the speaker's emotions and thoughts.
Every time you leave
Reiteration of the emotional toll of every departure, taking away everything significant.
You leave with everything
Departing involves taking away not just physical presence but also emotional completeness.
Every time you leave, you know no better me
Each departure results in a version of the self that lacks improvement or growth.
Every time you leave
Emphasizing the theme of departing and its profound impact on the speaker.
You leave with everything
Similar sentiment to line 45, highlighting the diminishing effect of leaving.
Every time you leave, you know no better me
Repetition of the idea that leaving diminishes the best version of
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