Lyrics
Back to a time where my heart was worn on my sleeve
Reflecting on a time when emotions were openly expressed.
I was shaken by judgement, the hate was engraved in me
Feeling disturbed by judgment and carrying the weight of hate.
The scars that I wear are the stories that I can't erase
Physical and emotional scars symbolize unerasable life stories.
My heart is still beating far past the point where I break
Despite challenges, the heart continues to beat resiliently.
And I pushed it all away, I'm sick of playing games
Rejecting games and avoiding insincere behaviors.
(Sick of playing games)
Reiteration of being tired of playing games.
Will this ever change, these thoughts in my head
Questioning the possibility of change regarding persistent thoughts.
(Could it be worth)
Contemplating whether the change is worth the effort.
Could it be, could it be worth something real
Seeking value and authenticity in one's actions and emotions.
Can I make it all okay
Asking if it's possible to make everything okay.
Can my heart forget to feel, cus' my mind is filled with hate
Struggling with conflicting emotions and a mind filled with negativity.
I'm not good enough, I'm not strong enough, am I the one to blame
Expressing self-doubt, feeling inadequate, and contemplating blame.
Can I be myself, cus' there's nothing else in this lonely head of shame
Yearning to be genuine amid feelings of loneliness and shame.
Every days the same, I'm a slowly fading flame
Describing a monotonous existence as a fading flame.
Will this be my fate
Pondering the potential destiny of a repetitive life.
Will I be okay (Will I be okay)
Questioning the likelihood of being okay in the future.
I'm lost and I'm hopeless, these fears slowly growing
Feeling lost, hopeless, and facing growing fears.
I wanna say something but my words are frozen
Desire to express something but hindered by internal barriers.
I can't help believing that my minds deceiving
Struggling with doubts about the authenticity of one's thoughts.
I'm more than they're saying but there's no escaping
Feeling misunderstood but unable to escape external perceptions.
(There's no escaping)
Reiteration of the inescapable nature of the situation.
Could it be, could it be worth something real
Revisiting the idea of finding value and authenticity.
Can I make it all okay
Questioning the possibility of making everything okay again.
Can my heart forget to feel, cus' my mind is filled with hate
Struggling with the conflict between heart and mind filled with negativity.
I'm not good enough, I'm not strong enough, am I the one to blame
Expressing self-doubt, inadequacy, and contemplating blame again.
Can I be myself, cus' there's nothing else in this lonely head of shame
Yearning for authenticity in a lonely and shameful mental state.
Could it be, could it be worth something real
Revisiting the idea of finding value and authenticity again.
Can I make it all okay
Questioning the possibility of making everything okay once more.
Can my heart forget to feel...
Asking if the heart can cease to feel.
I'm not good enough, I'm not strong enough, am I the one to blame?
Reiterating self-doubt, inadequacy, and contemplation of blame.
Can I be myself, cus' there's nothing else in this lonely head of shame
Yearning for authenticity in a lonely and shameful mental state again.
In this lonely head of shame
Reiteration of being in a lonely and shameful mental state.
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