Lyrics
I was 21, I was emo punk
I was 21, identifying with the emo punk subculture.
I was so young, I was so drunk
At that age, I was quite young and heavily intoxicated.
I was falling in love with someone new
I was experiencing the feeling of falling in love with a new person.
I think they were falling in love with me too
I believed that the person I was falling for reciprocated those feelings.
I was 25, I was ready to die
At 25, I felt a deep despair and contemplated ending my life.
I put the hose through my window
I took a drastic step by placing a hose through my window.
Before I parked my car overlooking a bridge in NYC
Before I could carry out my plan, I parked my car, contemplating the view from a bridge in NYC.
I wanted to see something so pretty before I died
I desired to witness something beautiful before my potential death.
Before I died
Repeated expression emphasizing the urgency and gravity of the situation "Before I died."
Before I died
-Before I died
-Before I died
-I was 28, don't know what I'm doing as of late
At 28, I feel lost and uncertain about my current path in life.
I think I might try, try again, again
Despite the struggles, there's a contemplation of trying once more.
I was 21, I was emo punk
Reflecting on the earlier age of 21, still associating with emo punk culture.
I was so young, I was so drunk
Reiterating the youthful intoxication experienced at 21.
I'm still 21, I'm still emo punk
Despite the passage of time, I still identify as emo punk at 21.
I'm still so young. I'm still so drunk
Emphasizing that, despite growing older, the intoxication and youthful spirit persist.
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