Lyrics
I feel so exhausted
I am emotionally drained and fatigued
Hearing the words you speak
Listening to your words is tiring
So thoughtless and stupid
Your words lack consideration and intelligence
Dampening everything
Your words negatively affect everything
I feel it coming in waves again
I sense a recurring pattern of misery
Misery is a friend
Misery feels like a familiar companion
It wasn't always like this
Things were different in the past
But now it seems you cease to exist
Now it feels like you no longer exist in my world
What the fuck is the point when
Questioning the purpose when my attempts to help only worsen things
I try to help all I do is make it worse
Frustration about the ineffectiveness of my efforts
These days I don't recognize a face
Struggling to recognize familiar faces
Or maybe I'm the one whose changing
Contemplating personal change
In life you can only lose so many times
Acknowledging the limit to the number of losses one can endure
Before you realize that it's gone
Realization that something valuable is lost
It slipped away, if anything
It slipped away, leaving emptiness
I feel so exhausted
Reiteration of emotional exhaustion
Hearing the words you speak
Repeating the impact of thoughtless and stupid words
So thoughtless and stupid
Continued dampening of everything
Dampening everything
Reiteration of the negative impact
Thinkin' my life might change
Hoping for a positive change in life
I'm living with the pain and sleeping my days away
Enduring pain and spending days in slumber
I just wanna know who's there
Seeking connection and care
Does anybody care
Expressing a desire for someone to care
Nobody, no one
No one is there
Fuck it all I did my best
Frustration and resignation after giving one's best
I guess I'm just another one of your wasted ends
Feeling discarded and wasted
Used to call you friend but you pretend
Former friendship turned into pretense
And that's what went and killed the sentiment
Loss of genuine feelings
Cause I can't take another fucking second of the lies, guilt, or insolence
Intolerance towards lies, guilt, and insolence
Nothing but a parasite
Describing someone as a harmful influence
Colors showing in the light
Metaphorical reference to a parasitic presence
I feel it slipping away from me
Sensing the gradual loss of something important
Never ending
A perpetual and never-ending struggle
A place that you don't see
Describing an unseen place of distress
What it means to me
Reflecting on the personal significance of the struggle
I feel it slipping away from me
Continued sense of loss and slipping away
Motherfucker
An exclamation expressing frustration
Give it away, throw it away
Encouraging the act of giving up or discarding
Give it away, throw it away
Repetition of the idea of giving up or discarding
Give it away
An emphatic expression of giving away
Give it away, throw it away
Repetition emphasizing the act of giving away
Give it away, give it away
Reinforcing the idea of giving away
I feel so exhausted
Restating emotional exhaustion
Hearing the words you speak
Reiterating the impact of thoughtless words
So thoughtless and stupid
Continued frustration with thoughtless and stupid words
Dampening everything
Repeating the dampening effect on everything
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