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Searching for Truth in Fading Memories
Lyrics
I never thought that i
The speaker didn't anticipate being surprised.
Could taken by surprise
Expressing surprise at being taken aback.
What a fool am i?
The speaker feels foolish.
And i wish that i could tell the truth
Desire to be honest, knowing it won't matter.
But that wouldn't mean shit to you
The truth won't have significance or value to the listener.
Now i've nothing left to lose
Having nothing else left to risk or give up.
Back and forth, the summer's gone
Reflecting on the passing of time, perhaps with a sense of regret or nostalgia.
Disposable camera
Reference to capturing moments but not being able to share them.
But you never got to see it
Not being able to show someone something important or meaningful.
The way you move, look in my eyes
Describing the intensity of the other person's gaze.
The fire's gone, no surprise
Realization that a passionate feeling has disappeared, without surprise.
Maybe one day you'll hear this
Hoping the other person hears this message in the future.
(I really hope you hear this)
Expressing strong desire for the intended recipient to listen.
I'm tryna make sense of these fading memories
Attempting to understand memories that are fading away.
But what am i looking for?
Pondering about one's own desires or needs.
I'm tryna piece together all that you said to me
Trying to comprehend and reconstruct past conversations or interactions.
But what are you looking for?
Questioning the desires or intentions of the other person.
Then it's when you say
When the other person suggests change as a possibility.
Maybe things could change
Doubtful of the sincerity of the suggestion for change.
But it's so hard to believe you
Difficulty in believing the promises made due to past experiences.
When your promises are words i see through
Seeing through the empty nature of promises.
Yet you're something to behold
Acknowledging the allure or beauty of the other person.
I just don't know anymore
Expressing confusion or uncertainty about the situation.
I'm tryna make sense
Struggling to make sense of the circumstances.
(I'm tryna make sense of these fading memories)
Reiterating the attempt to understand fading memories.
Of everything you said to me
Trying to comprehend the significance of the other person's words.
(But what am i looking for?)
Repeating the query about personal desires or needs.
I'm tryna piece it together
Continuing the effort to reconstruct past interactions.
(I'm tryna piece together all that you said to me)
Reiterating the inquiry about the other person's intentions.
But what are you looking for
Repeating the query regarding the desires or intentions of the other person.
(But what are you looking for?)
Reiteration of personal confusion or lack of direction.
I'm tryna make sense of these fading memories
Continuing the attempt to understand fading memories.
But what am i looking for?
Repeating the personal query about desires or needs.
I'm tryna piece together all that you said to me
Continuing the effort to reconstruct past conversations.
But what are you looking for?
Reiterating the inquiry about the other person's intentions or desires.
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