Lyrics
How much pain does it take for you to leave me alone
Expressing a desire for solitude due to emotional pain.
Text messages in my phone
Referring to received text messages as a source of emotional distress.
I'll keep them all on read
Choosing not to respond to the messages, leaving them "on read."
Get the fuck out of my head
Strongly wishing to remove someone from their thoughts.
Not again, love's a sin
Expressing a negative view of love, associating it with sin.
Running round with him
Referring to a past romantic involvement with someone else.
I'm back to how its been
Returning to a previous emotional state.
Black heart and my black Timbs
Describing a hardened and unemotional state of being.
If I Could I Would Feel Nothing
Expressing a desire to feel nothing, possibly as a coping mechanism.
that's facts
Affirming the truth of the previous statement.
Feeling everything fucking me up but relax
Feeling overwhelmed by emotions but seeking relaxation.
Pull up my black hood
Putting on a black hood as a symbolic act.
drugs on my line
Referring to the presence of drugs in their life.
Lines in my blood used to be loved
Reflecting on past love and the impact it had.
Don't waste my time and I'll be dead soon enough
Emphasizing the importance of not wasting time.
Still running circles in my mind
Continuing to be mentally preoccupied with certain thoughts.
I think of you with my chest intertwined
Visualizing a deep connection with someone.
But baby you numb my pain
Acknowledging that the person they think of numbs their pain.
You're my bittersweet Novocaine
Describing the person as a bittersweet Novocaine, providing relief but with complexity.
Voices still fill my head it's all you
Voices in their head are still dominated by thoughts of the person.
Words still kill my heart when they're untrue
Words spoken by the person still cause emotional harm when false.
Your touch paralyzing, red eyed need some Visine
Physical touch from the person has a paralyzing effect, possibly indicating a toxic relationship.
Listen when I sing
Asking for attention and understanding when expressing oneself through singing.
And I never felt like you really cared
Expressing doubt about the sincerity of the person's feelings.
But somehow you're still there.
Despite doubts, the person remains a presence in their life.
Baby you numb my pain
Reiterating that the person numbs their pain.
I still run from it everyday
Continuing to avoid facing and dealing with pain on a daily basis.
I kill it with cocaine I promise that I'll change
Mentioning the use of cocaine as a coping mechanism, promising change.
I know I drive you insane I can't settle for someone new
Acknowledging that their actions may drive the person they love insane.
I fucking love you
Expressing strong feelings of love despite difficulties.
But waste my time
Warning against wasting time, suggesting consequences.
And you'll be dead soon enough
Reiterating the potential negative outcome of wasting time.
Still running circles in my mind
Continuing to be mentally entangled with certain thoughts.
I think of you with my chest intertwined
Repeating the visualization of a deep connection with someone.
But baby you numb my pain you're my bittersweet Novocaine
Affirming that the person still provides relief as a bittersweet Novocaine.
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