Lyrics
Caught up in a world that I don't understand
Feeling lost in a world that seems confusing or unfamiliar.
Caught up in a life that's out of my hands
Experiencing a life situation that is beyond one's control.
I'm off guard, broken, alone and scarred
Feeling vulnerable, shattered, lonely, and marked by past experiences.
Isn't there a way out that doesn't feel this hard?
Seeking a way out of difficulties that doesn't seem so challenging.
Or is it just this
Questioning if the current state of affairs is the only reality.
This forever
Wondering if the challenging situation is permanent, signified by "This forever."
Oh is it just this
-This forever
-Oh is it just
Continuation of the inquiry into the nature of the difficulties.
Getting numb on a Friday night
Describing coping mechanisms like numbing oneself and avoiding emotional pain.
Staying out till you see the light and you know
-That this is not your home
-Is it just
-Sleeping in so you don't feel the hurt
-Of the bridges that you've burnt and you bury it
-Until there's no one there
-Or is it just this
Reiterating the question of whether the current state is enduring.
This forever
-Oh is it just this
-This forever
-I've been waiting my whole life for some moment
Expressing a desire for a significant change or a defining moment in life.
For some big change or for me to own it
-But is it just this
Repeating the questioning of the permanence of the current situation.
This forever
-Oh is it just this
-This forever
-Oh is it just
Revisiting coping mechanisms and the impact of burning bridges with others.
Getting numb on a Friday night
-Staying out till you see the light and you know
-That this is not your home
-Is it just
-Sleeping in so you don't feel the hurt
-Of the bridges that you've burnt and you bury it
-Until there's no one there
-Or is it just this
Reiterating the uncertainty about the enduring nature of the challenges.
This forever
-Oh is it just this
-This forever
-Or is there more
Pondering if there is more to life than the current struggles.
Oh is there more
-Oh is there more
-Oh is there more
-Oh is there more
-Oh is there more
-Oh is there more
-Or is it just
Reflecting on familiar coping mechanisms and their consequences.
Getting numb on a Friday night
-Staying out till you see the light and you know
-That this is not your home
-Is it just
-Sleeping in so you don't feel the hurt
-Of the bridges that you've burnt and you bury it
-Until there's no one there
-Oh is it just this
Repeating the question of whether the difficulties are perpetual.
This forever
-Oh is it just this
-This forever
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