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I know
I have awareness
It was my fucking past that cut me in two inside of me
My past, which I regret, has deeply affected me emotionally
There's not glue for my heart
No remedy or solution can mend my broken heart
Or something to take
There's nothing to ease the pain I feel
This pain away from me
I am enduring significant emotional suffering
It's killing me really fucking slowly, hard
The pain is gradually and intensely affecting me
It feels like if you're cold and numb
I feel emotionally numb, as if in a cold and detached state
Even the worst nights are my best friends
Even the most difficult nights are familiar and somewhat comforting
You love them too yeah
Acknowledging shared affection for those challenging times
I'm proud of me
I take pride in myself
I crossed the sea
I have overcome significant challenges, symbolized by crossing the sea
Now I think about it all the time
I constantly reflect on my past experiences
Hourglass and flowers on my mind
Symbols of time (hourglass) and nature (flowers) occupy my thoughts
Waiting in the mourning of the white lie
Anticipating the revelation or disappointment in the morning of deception
When it comes down
When faced with challenges, it feels like the conclusion is inevitable
It seems to be the end
Seemingly approaching the end of a situation or relationship
Far from seeing your hands
Unable to grasp or reach out for help
A way of stealing a frame from you
Attempting to capture a moment from the person causing pain
Now I think about it all the time
Continuously reflecting on past experiences
Hourglass and flowers on my mind
Recurring thoughts of time and nature
Waiting it in the mourning of the white lie
Anticipation and contemplation in the morning of deception
You don't take this so wrong
Encouraging not to misinterpret the situation
You don't need to be afraid
There's no need to be fearful
You need to find the answer now
Encouragement to seek answers actively
You couldn't calm down enough to think
Difficulty in calming down enough to think clearly
I don't think on that too much
Not dwelling too much on a specific thought
I just wanna jump and fly
Desire to take risks and explore without overthinking
Oh yeah
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I sold my brain
Sacrificing intellectual capacity for negative influences
And heart
Sacrificing emotional well-being for negative influences
To my worst enemies
Repeated pattern of giving in to harmful influences
Once again
Repeating the mistake of trusting those who harm
I hope to find you
Hopeful desire to encounter a positive presence in dreams
In my deep dreams and
Imagining holding hands and experiencing freedom together
Take your hand and fly yeah
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