Drifting
Emotional Drift: Navigating Love's Turbulence with Louis Trotman
Lyrics
I don't get any time to myself
I feel a lack of personal time.
You think that I should find me someone else
Others suggest finding a new companion.
But you're all I have when I'm needing help
You are my only support in times of need.
You leave me always wanting more
Your absence leaves me longing for more.
I paint my daydreams up on my bedroom wall
I creatively envision my dreams on my bedroom wall.
Pointless just waiting for a call
Waiting for communication seems futile.
You said you'd be there after all
You promised to be there, but now it feels empty.
But now those words mean nothing I'm a know it all
Your promises now seem meaningless, and I act like I know it all.
Keep myself away but I just wanna talk
I try to distance myself, but I yearn for conversation.
Drifting away from my emotions
I'm disconnecting from my emotions.
Drinking until I get the notion
I drink to numb my feelings.
Thinking I finally got away
Believing I've escaped from my troubles.
Three shots of courage running through me
Alcohol provides me with courage.
Four lots of times that I blew it
I've messed up multiple times.
Five calls but I can't stay awake
Despite receiving calls, I can't stay awake.
So I'll save it for another day
I'll postpone dealing with it for another day.
I've sent the text about a thousand times
I've sent countless texts without response.
Push me back but you show me all the signs
You push me away, but your actions contradict.
Always reading between the lines
I interpret messages, looking for hidden meanings.
Seven days and I've lost my mind
Seven days have passed, and I'm mentally distressed.
Pretending that you always treat me nice
Pretending that you treat me well.
But chances are I'll still roll that dice
Despite the odds, I may take risks.
You said you'd be there after all
You assured your presence, but it feels hollow.
But now those words mean nothing I'm a know it all
Previous assurances now seem empty, and I act knowledgeable.
Keep myself away but I just wanna talk
Despite attempts to distance, I crave communication.
Drifting away from my emotions
I'm emotionally drifting away.
Drinking until I get the notion
Using alcohol to suppress emotions.
Thinking I finally got away
Believing I've escaped from my troubles.
Three shots of courage running through me
Alcohol provides me with courage.
Four lots of times that I blew it
I've messed up multiple times.
Five calls but I can't stay awake
Despite receiving calls, I can't stay awake.
So I'll save it for another day
I'll postpone dealing with it for another day.
So I'll save it for another day
I'll delay addressing the situation.
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