vitaminD

Eternal Struggles: Love Jai's Raw Reflections in vitaminD
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Lyrics

The feeling isn't something i cant get over

The emotional impact is persistent and challenging to overcome.

You keep bitching bout some mother fucking closure

Expressing frustration about someone's incessant complaints regarding closure.

Think its hard now just wait until your older

Suggesting that current difficulties will intensify with age.

I couldn't tell u the last time i had a shoulder

Unable to recall the last time having emotional support.

Oh oh oh

Repetitive vocalization (Oh oh oh).

They wanna lean on me

People want to rely on the speaker, and their circle is close-knit.

Circle tighter than a bitch there aint no between

Emphasizing the tightness of the speaker's social circle.

Say she love me and cant take it don't know what it means

Someone claims love but may not understand its true meaning.

I only do this for momma me and my team

The speaker engages in actions for the sake of family and their team.

And the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now

Expressing dissatisfaction with the recurring cycle of life.

I keep having these nightmares I never get my dreams

Nightmares overshadow the speaker's pursuit of dreams.

They keep saying I feel you but its not what it seems

Others claim understanding, but it may be deceptive.

You don't want no one to hear you but I just wanna scream

Desire to express oneself despite the fear of being heard.

Every night I pray to god i'm getting scars on my knees

Praying for strength, possibly dealing with internal struggles.

Okay i'm done i'm nodding off

Feeling exhausted and drifting away.

There aint really that much here for me not at all

Perceiving a lack of opportunities or fulfillment.

Ooo

Expression of emotion (Ooo).

Ay ay ay

Expression of emotion (Ay ay ay).

One step

Making progress.

Whenever i take one

Facing setbacks after making progress.

Its like two back

Frustration about setbacks.

Couldn't give a shit about

Indifference toward certain things.

If i don't need dat

Not caring about unnecessary things.

Looking for yo girl she here in knee pads

Searching for someone in a compromising situation.

Oh i got problems but this money isn't one

Having problems, but money is not one of them.

She say omg you changed

Others perceive a change in the speaker.

I don't know who you done become

Uncertainty about the speaker's evolving identity.

Need it all i want it all

Desire for everything, not specifying.

No I aint talking about some

Clarifying that it's not a trivial matter.

Ha and I know that i'm wasting time bitch i'm dumb

Aware of wasting time but still engaged in it.

And wen she talking too damn much i put some cocaine on her tongue

Using substances to cope with excessive talking.

Money comes money goes bitch ill Spend it while i'm young

Indulging in spending money recklessly.

I feel like i'm not me bitch I don't Know where i'm from

Feeling disconnected from one's true self.

Pissed off walking in the street Arms crossed

Frustration expressed through body language.

If life's a game i'm at the part you Fight the big boss

Metaphorically facing a challenging phase in life.

I left my mom and dad for Something i might never get

Making sacrifices for uncertain rewards.

And you wouldn't understand this Shit unless you in the mix

Claiming understanding of the speaker's situation requires personal experience.

Said the sun keeps going down Every time that I wake up I hate it now

Reiterating dissatisfaction with the cycle of life.

Whoa whoa yea

Expression of emotion (Whoa whoa yea).

The lyrics of this song contain explicit content.
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