Strawberry
Strawberry Reflections: Navigating Life's Challenges and Dreams
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I'm getting prouder of myself, bout everyday
I am gaining self-confidence and pride in my achievements every day.
Swinging my legs, kicking back at the moon
Relaxing and enjoying the moment, contemplating life under the moon.
I just wonder if my uncle was around, what the hell he would say?
Reflecting on what my uncle might think if he were present.
Wonder the same, bout my dog too
Similar contemplation about what my dog would think in the same scenario.
Feeling like this growing up stuff, kind of old
Expressing weariness with the responsibilities of growing up.
But there ain't nothing much that my soul don't hate
Acknowledging that there's not much in life that my inner self doesn't despise.
Let my goals blow away
Allowing my aspirations to fade away or be forgotten.
Big bad wolf, knows something of depression
Comparing oneself to the big bad wolf, familiar with the struggles of depression.
Let the pressure build and fester better days
Choosing to let the pressure build, hoping for better days ahead.
Why should I be an artist?
Questioning the purpose and significance of being an artist.
Why should I just pick apart my remedies?
Why bother analyzing and dissecting my own solutions to problems?
Local, social, interactive tendencies
Reflecting on struggles with social interactions and uncertainties about personal identity.
Don't know who I'm meant to be
Feeling lost about my true self and purpose.
Open notebook, spewing lines and lyrics
Opening a notebook and expressing thoughts and emotions through writing.
I just found the time to write, I never really wanna hear
Discovering time to write but not wanting to hear the harsh truths within.
I'm bad at healing, just forget about it
Admitting difficulty in healing and suggesting a preference to forget about it.
I'm bad at dealing when my thoughts are clouded
Struggling to cope when thoughts are clouded or unclear.
I'm bad at voicing my opinions on just whenever I've had enough
Difficulty expressing opinions and feelings when I've had enough.
And never passive when I'm crafting, better bet I'm always capping when I'm acting clutch
Assertive and not passive when creating, but possibly pretending in challenging situations.
I just bluff til they all disappear
Bluffing or pretending until problems or challenges disappear.
Full of regrets, I seek out my innocent fears
Full of regrets, seeking out the innocence lost in fears.
I'm sick of sincerity, parody
Tired of sincerity and embracing parody.
Sick of acting like the person that I'll never care to be
Expressing weariness of pretending to be someone I don't genuinely care to be.
And sick of staring at these glass panes
Tired of staring through glass panes, possibly symbolizing barriers or limitations.
Sick of laying in the yard, covered in grass stains
Expressing weariness of lying in the yard, covered in metaphorical grass stains.
Kicked even harder when I'm down bad in the dark
Feeling kicked even harder when facing challenges in the dark.
Pick out the sounds of what I'm fighting for
Focusing on the sounds that motivate me in my struggles.
The beating of my heart sounds like a loud 'PANG'
Describing the beating of the heart as a loud 'PANG.'
Cold as froze, got that old type soul
Feeling emotionally cold but possessing an old-fashioned soul.
Hope I don't die young, got some goals I sung
Expressing hopes of not dying young and having unfulfilled goals.
And I'm feeling less like fighting when my back is on the mat
Less inclined to fight when facing difficulties.
Haven't sought out help, because I'm never good with facts
Avoiding seeking help due to a perceived lack of competence with facts.
Always caught up on myself, and always down because of stats
Frequently preoccupied with self and feeling down due to statistical measures.
I want a placard for these tracks I worry I might never have
Desiring recognition or acknowledgment for my tracks but uncertain if it will happen.
And it's way too close for comfort
Expressing discomfort with a situation that is too close for comfort.
Don't know why I'm stumbling I carry on
Uncertain why stumbling is occurring but choosing to carry on.
It's way too close for comfort, yeah
Repeating the discomfort with a situation that is too close for comfort.
Learn my simple ways until I don't
Learning and adapting to simple ways until I no longer can.
It's obscene, all these endless dreams
Describing dreams as excessive and possibly unattainable.
Got me twice as green
Expressing envy or inexperience, represented by the color green.
Don't know if I'll ever make it as a strawberry
Uncertainty about achieving success, using the metaphor of making it as a strawberry.
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