Goldenrod
Navigating Emotional Crossroads: Goldenrod by Lowswimmer and Baileyrp
Lyrics
‘Think differently’,
Encouraging a different perspective or mindset.
the way you are now isn’t what you want,
Current state not aligned with desires; dissatisfaction.
fifty degrees
Distance of fifty degrees of separation not sufficient.
of separation wasn’t far enough,
Symbolic reference to failed separation; distance wasn't enough.
the symmetry,
Reference to balance and harmony.
a double
Referring to a partnership or relationship.
-
Empty space or unresolved issue in the relationship.
team, I wish I’d undone,
Regret over actions that cannot be reversed.
but I can’t believe
Expressing disbelief, possibly related to a mistake or omission.
I couldn’t pick up where I saved it from,
Unable to resume from where something was saved previously.
I don’t belong to anyone
Declaring independence or a lack of belonging to others.
else.
Emphasizing exclusivity or uniqueness in belonging.
I can’t be strong for anyone now.
Inability to provide strength or support to others.
It’s a trilogy,
Reference to a three-part series or sequence of events.
can’t we get along? We were sober enough,
Desire for harmony and reconciliation despite sobriety.
it’s
Transition to a new thought or idea.
signalling
Indication or sign of something.
,
Interruption or pause in the narrative.
I tried to stay up through the goldenrod,
Attempt to endure challenges represented by "goldenrod."
why won’t you leave it alone?
Questioning why a particular issue or topic is not left alone.
The drawing board I’d been running from,
Confrontation with unresolved issues avoided in the past.
I can’t believe
Expressing disbelief or shock at the passage of time.
it’s been
Highlighting a specific duration (24 hours).
24 hours since I said it, god
Exclamation, possibly related to a significant statement made.
...
Ellipsis, indicating a pause or unfinished thought.
...and I’ll leave...
Decision to leave or move on from a situation.
I guess you ought to let me down,
Request or expectation to be let down gently.
‘cus where you are’s not where I’m at.
Current location or state not aligned with the speaker's.
It’s killing me,
Expressing emotional distress or suffering.
would you have cared if I’d said I was bored?
Questioning the significance of expressing boredom.
My deputy,
Reference to a subordinate or assistant.
did you get my last call, I could’ve swor
Inquiry about the reception of a previous communication.
n..
Uncertainty about the reception of the last attempt to communicate.
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