Gratias tibi
Farewell Gratitude: Embracing Imperfection and Memories
Lyrics
I'm not okay
I am not emotionally well.
And that's okay
Acceptance of the emotional state.
So goodbye my love, thank you for the memories
Farewell to a loved one, expressing gratitude for shared memories.
I'm outta touch
Feeling disconnected or out of touch.
Thought I was in love
Believed to be in love but now questioning it.
Thought it was the drugs but I really was
Realization that it wasn't the influence of drugs, but genuine emotions.
How could you do this to me after what you said
Feeling betrayed after someone went against their words.
Why would I blame you for choices that I made myself
Taking responsibility for personal choices instead of blaming others.
I'm running low but
Running low on something, possibly energy or emotional strength.
That's typical
Acknowledging a common or expected situation.
Girl I gotta go if I stay won't make it home
Leaving a situation to avoid negative consequences.
The chemicals
Dependence on chemicals to maintain control.
I'm depending on
Reliance on substances for stability.
Keep me in control so I keep them close
Keeping a grip on life by staying close to these substances.
I'm not okay
Reiteration of emotional distress.
And that's okay
Acceptance of the emotional state as part of the journey.
Goodbye my love
A final farewell to a loved one.
Thank you for the memories
Expressing gratitude for the shared experiences.
Thank you for the ride
Thanking for the journey together.
The photographs
Recalling memories through photographs.
The way you laugh
Remembering the joy of the loved one's laughter.
I'm looking back on
Reflecting on the past and what made it endure.
What made it last
Repetition of looking back on significant moments.
There I go again
Falling into the cycle of missing the loved one.
Missing you again
Continued longing for the presence of the other.
Why'd it have to end
Expressing sorrow for the end of the relationship.
I miss when we were friends
Nostalgia for the friendship that once existed.
Its the simple things
Appreciation for the value of simple pleasures.
That mean everything
Recognition of the importance of seemingly insignificant things.
Wish you noticed things
Desire for the other person to notice meaningful details.
When we were feeling things
Nostalgia for the emotions felt during the relationship.
How could I expect for someone who can't face a mirror
Expressing disappointment in someone who cannot confront their own flaws.
To turn around and look me in the fucking eye
Frustration with the inability of the other person to face the truth.
I'm not okay
Reiteration of emotional struggles.
And that's okay
Acceptance of the emotional state as part of personal growth.
So goodbye my love
Final goodbye, expressing gratitude for the shared experiences.
Thank you for the memories
Thanking for the memories gained from the journey.
Thank you for the ride
Gratitude for the entire experience, including the ups and downs.
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